The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
“Edith!” he cried, jumping up hastily.
She came back to him, more calm, and smiling.
“I love dizzy places, but I’ve more sense than that,” she said, coming
back to her place beside him.
But it was only to begin again the worry about the future.
“Our secret is everybody’s secret now. My husband will know it soon.
He suspects it already. He loves me in his way, but it’s a way that
revolts me. I’m sure that he is spying on us. He’ll revenge himself
somehow. He’ll manage it very deliberately, like everything he
undertakes.”
“Listen, Edith. You must divorce him.”
“Divorce him, yes. I’ve thought of that. But suppose he should oppose
me. And he will, too. And then a divorce always takes a year or two,
perhaps more. It would oblige me to go and live with my people, away
from you. To be always waiting, still two long years of seclusion: I
should come out of it all quite old. I should be separated from you.
From you, do you understand? I have thought it all over, you see. It’s
impossible.”
They were silent a moment, and in the stillness that surrounded them
as they leant against each other the deep calls of their two natures
sounded. A rustling along the wall near them made them start.
“Some one is coming,” he whispered.
“Let us stay,” she replied imperiously.
They stayed. Their destiny was taking its course; already it lay in
their own hands. But their witness was only a she-goat nibbling the
sparse grass. A little girl, who followed after her with a switch,
considered them a moment blankly and went on her way again. And
they were sorry that their imprudence had not been followed by some
irreparable consequence.
Time passed, but decided nothing for them. Should they take up their
heavy chains again and go back down the hill; or should they break
them, refusing to take any new precautions? She crept close along his
side, trying to read the answer in his eyes.
“Your eyes, your dear eyes. Why do they turn away from me?” she pleaded.
“I don’t know,” he sighed, half closing them, growing dizzy as he had
been just now when she leant beyond the precipice.
She kissed him on the eyelids, uttering sweet words that cloaked a bold
resolve.
“These autumn days, these golden days, make me feel as if my heart
were breaking. Each evening as it falls is cruel to me, because it has
robbed me of a happiness. I am going away to-night, do you know it?”
At this unexpected finish he started, and disengaged himself from her
arms.
“Don’t say that, Edith.”
“These last days, when I’ve told you that, you’ve thought it all an
idle threat. You’ve deceived yourself, Maurice. I shall go away this
evening.”
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