The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
The lawyer, his portfolio under his arm, went on his way home. He
walked briskly, with his always youthful tread, holding his head
high, according to his habit, but his face was very pale. Under the
Porticoes, that resort for loungers, he came across friends, who turned
aside, while passersby stared at him insistently and mockingly. He
perceived that Frasne’s clerks were already hawking the shame of the
Roquevillards about the town. The Roquevillards: it was the first
failing, for centuries, of any of the race. It must have been watched
for, that it should be spread with so much spite. What base envy the
pride in their name stirred up! The weakness of one member undid a
whole past of energy and honour, a past that had furnished such manly
examples for so many years. Did not those who exulted in it understand
that this ruin reached them, too?
He straightened himself up and walked more slowly. No one
now could look him in the eye. Stiffening with contempt, setting his
face to the storm, he reflected: “Dogs, bark and keep away from me.
Don’t come nearer. As long as I’m alive I shall protect my own. I’ll
shield them with all my power. And you shall not see me suffer.”
Outside his door he was accosted by the Viscount de la Mortellerie, his
country neighbour. Must he submit already to condolences and sympathy?
Yet this eccentric, in hunting him out, showed himself the most human
of all. The old nobleman pointed out the castle, bathed in the evening
light.
“At the reception of the Emperor Sigismund in 1416,” he confided
mysteriously, “the Duke Amedeus VIII gave a banquet in the grand hall
there. It was prepared by Jean de Belleville, the inventor of Savoy
cakes. The meats were gilded and covered with ornaments and streamers
bearing the arms of the guests, and each one received the dishes that
were meant for him in single, double or triple portions, according to
his rank. I love the distinction, don’t you? That we should eat, not
according to our appetite, but our importance.”
“One portion would do for me,” replied Mr. Roquevillard, shaking off
his anger.
He could not, himself, beguile the present with these memories of
the past. He disappeared beneath the archway, mounted the stairs,
and reached his study, avoiding the room where his wife, as always,
kept her bed. But she heard him pass and sent for him, hoping that
he might give her some news of her son. He found her alone, sitting up
in bed, in the falling shadows.
“Margaret has gone out,” she murmured; and scarcely daring to frame her
question, she added: “You know nothing of Maurice?”
“No, nothing. For a long time doubtless we shall know nothing.”
“How hard your voice is, Francis,” replied the invalid. “This woman has
bewitched him, you see, the poor boy.”
“Feebleness is one kind of guiltiness.”
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