The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel — John Shaqi
The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
His companion made a little grimace of sadness, which for a moment
brought back all her age.
“Don’t look at her,” she said. “I am jealous.”
“Jealous? And can’t I be, too?” he asked, teasing her for her severity.
“Of whom, good heavens!”
“Why, of that black and moustachioed Italian at the hotel. He forgets
his mistress during meals and makes bold eyes at you.”
She burst into laughter.
“Lorenzo!”
“You know his name?”
“He told me. He made me a declaration, rolling up the whites of his
eyes. It was too funny!”
He forced himself to laugh in his turn. But when they were installed
in their boat, and two or three strokes of the oars had carried them
from the shore, he was conscious of the same feeling of uneasiness.
This present that they were managing with so much art, from which they
set aside all memories and consequences, so that they might extract its
essence in all its force, here was the least little incident tainting
it. What barriers must be built for love to give it shelter from
the world even for a year! This love, for which they had sacrificed
everything, was pressed upon from every side by life and by the
impulses of their own hearts, even as the shores of the little island
that lay before them were laved by the waters of the lake.
She was the first to feel the consciousness of their
misery. She leant from the thwart and drew nearer to him.
But instead of divining what she meant, he began and told
her the legend of St. Jules, for whom they neither of them cared a rap.
“This island in olden times,” he recited, “was infested with snakes.
When St. Jules wanted to go to Orta the fishermen all refused to lend
him their boats, whereupon he spread his mantle on the water for a boat
and used his staff for an oar.”
She was vexed, and murmured sardonically:
“How much you know!”
“I’ve just been reading about this miracle.”
“I detest your book.”
He guessed her reason for detesting it. In this last day of their first
year of love, that was to sum up all its sweetness, everything hurt
them, everything turned sad for them, even the most innocent words.
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