Secondly, an entire lack of sentimentality. Young men made no appeal to
her. She had never flirted in her life: she did not know how. She made
friendships at a rush—many of them with boys of her own age—but if any
young man flattered himself that he had made a tender impression, he was
soon woefully undeceived. Marjorie was purely maternal. If she was kind
to a young man it was because she felt sorry for him—sorry for his
adorable clumsiness, his transparency, his helplessness, his lack of
finesse. Young men, as a class, never gave her a thrill. She loved her
own sex too, especially the self-conscious and foolish. Marjorie’s main
instinct at that time, and indeed through all her life, was to interpose
her own beautiful and vigorous young personality between the weaker
vessels of her acquaintance and the hard knocks of this world.
Thirdly, a strongly critical attitude towards the theory that children
owe a debt of gratitude to their parents for the mere fact of having
been brought by them into existence. Loyal she was, because it was her
nature. Dutiful she was prepared to be. She was impulsively
affectionate always; but her inborn sense of equity was strong.
Moreover, for two years she had associated with new companions—members
of another world than her own—either young girls of the English upper
class, who were accustomed to regard their parents as amiable but
unsophisticated accomplices in misdemeanour, or maidens from New York
and Philadelphia, who appeared to entertain no opinion of their parents,
as such, at all. This association had shaken to its foundation the law
of her childhood—that children existed entirely for the convenience of
their parents, and must expect no consideration, no indulgence, and,
above all, no _camaraderie_ from those aloof and exalted beings. In the
spring of nineteen-fourteen Youth had not yet been called in to rescue
Age from extinction.
Such was Marjorie at eighteen—a dangerous mixture, particularly liable
to explode under compression.
She had risen early this Sunday morning in order to ramble through the
woods and compose her turbulent spirit. The previous evening had
witnessed a sleep-destroying interview between her father and herself.
After prayers, while Mr. Clegg, according to his custom, was setting the
markers in the great family Bible for the following morning’s devotions,
Marjorie had seated herself beside him at the head of the library table,
with the air of one determined upon a plunge. She waited until the
servants had filed out and the rest of the family were dispersed. Then
she came to the attack with characteristic promptness.
"Father," she said, "may I go and be trained as a hospital nurse?"
"No," replied Mr. Clegg, without hesitation or heat; "you may not."
"May I learn shorthand and typewriting, then?"
"No."
"May I go and take training in some profession? Any kind," she added
eagerly, "as long as it is useful."
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