Roy’s preference for surreptitious love-making was natural enough, for
another reason. He was a member of the shyest and most self-conscious
brotherhood in the world—the tribe of the less-than-twenty-one’s. By
rights he should not have been in love—matrimonially—at all. A healthy
English Public-School boy of nineteen is not entitled to such emotions
as inspired Master Roy and his friends in the year of grace
nineteen-fifteen. His mind should be set—and in normal times almost
invariably is set—upon his biceps muscle, or his first salmon, or his
college rowing colours, or (at moments of periodic festivity) the
acquisition of souvenirs, like policemen’s helmets or door-knockers.
Permanent association with one of the softer sex should be to him, for
several years yet, a delightful unattainability. He matures late, does
our young Briton, and premature responsibility as husband and father
usually prevents him from ever developing into the man he was meant to
be. But wise old Nature is always ready to modify her own laws in an
emergency. In nineteen-fifteen people, especially young people, found
their perspectives considerably foreshortened. It is no use taking long
views about life at a time when life promises to be more than usually
short. There is just one thing to do, and that is to reach out with
both hands after such of life’s gifts as are normally reserved,
especially in this country of ours, for those of riper years.
So, engaged couples who in nineteen-fourteen had taken it as a matter of
course that their wedding must be postponed until after the war,
suddenly realised that there might be no after the war for one of them,
and incontinently got married. Boys and girls whose sentimental
exercises in normal times would have been limited to sitting out dances
behind a screen in the Christmas holidays not only became engaged, but
usually plunged into matrimony a few weeks later. They were governed by
forces which they did not entirely comprehend, and which few of them
would have been capable of resisting if they had. They had no idea how
they were going to live after the war; but they married all the same.
It was essentially a case where the morrow must take thought for itself.
They capitalised all their stock, both of money and of youth, these
happy young gamblers, and lived ecstatically on that capital, stoically
resigned to the probability that before it was exhausted their little
partnership would have been dissolved. And in too many cases, poor
souls, they were justified in their expectations. But who shall say
that they were wrong, or improvident, to do as they did? Prudence,
perhaps; commonsense, possibly. But not nature, nor patriotism, nor
romance, nor the spirit of adventure.
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