"You know your charts, the charts you use and you at sea, the charts of
the heavens, where what stars we know are marked, the sun and the moon
and Venus and Jupiter, and Sirius the dog star, and Saturn, and the star
you steer your ship by, the polar star.... And all the constellations,
the Milky Way, and the belt of Orion, and the Plow and the Great Bear
and the great glory you see when you pass the line, the Southern Cross
... and the little stars you have no names for, but mark them on your
chart with quaint Greek letters.... Our little world is so little, so
pathetically little in this immensity.... It is as though we were living
on the smallest of islands, like some of the islands you have known and
you on board ship following the moon down the West--Saba, where the
Dutch are in the Caribbean, or Grenada, the very little island.... And
on that island they know only vaguely that such great lands as Africa
and Europe and Asia are.... They don't know it from experience.... But
Peking of the bells exists, and stately Madrid, and Paris that is a
blaze of light, and London where the fog rolls inland from the sea....
Heart of my heart, how terrible it is that cannot, will not see,
understand.... And they say: Well, we don't see it. Here we were born
and here we die.... And they say: Show us somebody who has been
there.... They forget how long is the journey and how a man may have
affairs in the crowning cities.... Dearest, I am losing myself, but I
know.
"And this is what I want to tell you, Shane, that when you die--oh,
such an ugly word that is, Shane, for the bud bursting into flower--when
it is your time to leave here, Shane, there will be a place for you, not
idleness at all.... All the stars, Shane, the valleys of the moon....
There is work, Shane dear. Nothing is perfect, else there should be no
reason for life. There must be stars that are old, as Dublin is old, and
need vitality.... There must be stars that are young and cruel, as this
city is young and cruel, and need sweet strength.... But I am very
presumptuous, Shane, to try and fathom the Great Master's plan.... It is
so colorless--oh, there is no word or symbol for it, Shane.... But there
is a Great Master and there is a Plan....
"Heart, I tell you this, showing all my weakness of thought. You know it
is the truth, too.... But I tell you I know, so that our two selves'
knowing may make it a little stronger in us....
"O Shane, I have no logic, but I know.... And all the logicians in the
world could not shame me to myself. All the reason in the world could
not shake me. It would be artillery shot against the wind.... A star is
a promise to me, Shane, and the wind a token, and the new moon just a
pleasant occurrence, like the coming of spring....
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