Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Do come here a moment, Mr. West. Isn’t Amy pretty in her
wedding-dress? You really must tell me what to do about something.
There is a family”--and she entered upon a puzzling question of
relief work, her forehead gathering into a frown, yet with her kind
eyes denying the severe common-sense of her statement, that if a
man will not work neither shall he eat.
“But you see we can’t let the children go hungry,” she ended.
The consideration of other people’s weaknesses and wickedness gave
William West time to get his breath; he threw himself into the
question with keen and intelligent sympathy. He pointed out this;
he suggested that; he cleared the puzzle out of Mrs. Paul’s face,
and all the time he was half deafened by a clamoring suspicion:
“Have I been a fool? She will never forget it! It will always be
between us. I’ve been a cowardly fool.”
“Well, that’s all settled,” said Mrs. Paul, with an air of relief;
“now tell me, what day shall I have Amy’s things sent to the
rectory? And shall I take the silver from the bank the day before
you arrive? Is it safe to leave it at your house? I hate the
responsibility of other people’s silver!”
“Oh, certainly, yes,” he answered, suddenly absent; and, with a
curt good-by, left her.
Somehow or other, he hardly knew how, he got through the day. There
was a service in the afternoon, and there were other people’s
affairs and sorrows to remember; fortunately, there always is duty
for us poor human creatures as a refuge from our thoughts! Duties
to be done saved William West from desperately going back to Amy to
explain. For he was guilty of the impulse of “explanation,” the
babble with which the weak mind is forever annotating its remarks
or its opinions.
Well, the day passed. In spite of a craving to see Amy that was
almost agonizing, he held on to his common-sense, and left her to
herself. In the evening, his lawyer came in, bringing some papers
in regard to certain property which it was the minister’s intention
to make over to his wife, and the looking these over, and the
business talk, was a relief to him. He began to feel that he had
taken Amy’s perturbation much too seriously; it would be all right;
she would see things clearly when the first dismay had passed. He
thought, tenderly, that he must not let her feel any regret for
having for a moment shown him her pain at what he had told her. Her
pain was only part of her exquisite goodness, that goodness which
held her, remote and lovely, like some pure and luminous star, so
far above the sordid meannesses and wickednesses of common life
that she could not understand them; perhaps even she could not pity
them. Only the sinlessness which was in all points tempted like as
we are can at once understand and pity; his thought, chastened and
passionate, fled back to his Master for comfort,--yet there was no
reproach of Amy in his mind.
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