Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
One of the children had put a bunch of apple blossoms on the table
at the head of the bed. They were not appropriate--the soft, rosy
flowers beside the hard face there on the pillow; the face with its
thatch of gray hair over the narrow, domelike brow, seamed and cut
with wrinkles; the anxious, melancholy lips set in such icy and
eternal indifference--the face of the religious egotist, stamped
with inexorable sincerity, stern and cold and mean. Not a father’s
face. But his daughter had put her handful of snowy flowers on the
pine table, their little gnarled black stems thrust tightly down
into a tumbler of water. And then she went tiptoeing out of the
silent room. She heard her mother’s little, light voice downstairs
in the parlor, and Elder Barnes’s low, respectful murmur in
response. They were “making the arrangements.” Esther’s heart stood
still, not with grief, but with misery at the strangeness of it
all--her silent, meek, obedient mother saying what should or what
should not happen to--father!
“And, Mr. Barnes, if it will not be a trouble, will you find out
for me how much it would cost to send a telegram to my brother in
Mercer?”
Esther, leaning over the banisters in the upper hall, opened her
lips with astonishment. A telegram! It gave the child a sense of
the dreadful importance of this May day as nothing else had done.
The thought of the expense of it came next, sobering that curious
sense of elation which is part of bereavement.
“Mother oughtn’t to do that. It will cost--oh, it will cost at
least a dollar!”
This fifteen-year old Esther had a certain grim practicality, born
of a childhood in a minister’s family on five hundred dollars
a year. A dollar! And that uncle in Mercer, whom she had never
seen, who had quarreled with her mother because she married her
father, and who was so rich and powerful (according to a newspaper
paragraph she had once read)--this uncle, who had had no connection
with them in all these years--what was the use of wasting a dollar
in telegraphing him? She meant to say so; and yet, when she went
downstairs, after Elder Barnes had gone, and found her little
mother standing at the window, looking blankly out at the garden,
there was something in the mild, faded face that kept the girl
silent. She came up and put her strong young arm about her, and
kissed her softly.
“Mother, won’t you lie down?”
“No, dear; I am not tired. Mr. Barnes has been very kind in telling
me what must be done. I do hope everything will be as--_he_ would
wish.”
They did not speak for a little while, and then Esther said, in a
low voice, “Mother, I don’t want to worry you, and--and perhaps
it’s very soon to speak of it, but have you thought at all of what
is going to become of us?”
Her mother put up her hand with a sort of shiver. “No, no; not
yet. We mustn’t talk of that yet. Oh, Esther, he is dead! Poor
Silas--poor Silas!” She caught her breath like a child, and looked
up at her tall daughter in a frightened way.
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