Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The saving of Nellie Sherman became an intense and passionate
purpose in Sara Wharton’s life. Day by day, hour by hour, she
watched and fought and prayed. She invented (according to the
most approved charity methods) work for the vain and shiftless
child; she had her taught to sew; she was careful to provide
plenty of bright and wholesome amusement for her; by and by
Nellie felt yearnings to be a bookkeeper, and Sara Wharton sent
her to a commercial school. “You can pay me back when you get
work,” she said, as cheerfully as though she believed that Nellie
was capable of feeling a money obligation. She entered Nellie’s
name at her Girls’ Club; she took her to concerts, and sent her
books, and planned and thought and hoped; and always, always
prayed. Furthermore, she loved the girl. That is to say, she
called it love; and perhaps it was, in its way; at least it was
that greater love that is content to give and not receive. Sara
gave her very self--her power, her charm, her sweet and generous
enthusiasms--fully and freely into the little, mean hands that
were held out to take all they could get. “Because,” she said to
herself, again, “the only way to reach her is to love her. Love is
the greatest thing in the world! I’ve no doubt I would have been
just as bad as Nellie if I hadn’t had so much love.” This thought
made the girl rise, and go and push her mother’s sewing aside, and
kiss her, with a little half laughing break in her voice, and her
eyes suddenly wet with tears.
“What is it? What is it?” Mrs. Wharton said breathlessly, adjusting
her spectacles, which the impetuous embrace had disturbed; “is
anything the matter, Sara?”
“No,” her daughter answered, with a laugh, winking away the tears,
“I was just thinking how lucky I was to have you for a mother, you
darling! If I’d had some cross old mother I should have been--I
should have been a fiend! I haven’t a doubt of it. I’d have been
just as wicked as poor Nellie Sherman.”
“Nothing of the sort!” retorted Mrs. Wharton, much ruffled; “please
remember what kind of people your grand-parents on both sides were,
and don’t say such unladylike things, Sara. Dear, dear, I don’t
know what girls are coming to in these days. When I was young,
young ladies didn’t know that such improper persons existed as your
Nellie Sherman. I wish you would have nothing to do with her.”
Sara, on her knees beside the little, rosy, kindly lady, pulled her
cap straight, and scolded her for making her forefinger rough with
so much sewing.
“You are always making petticoats for poor people,” she said
severely, “instead of talking to me about my winter clothes. I
want a new dinner dress, ma’am, and you’ve got to buy it. I’ve
used up all my allowance, and borrowed from father on the next
quarter; so please help the deserving poor of your own household.
Charity begins at home, let me tell you! Who is to have this
petticoat?--while your own poor child is in want of a satin gown!”
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