Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Well,” Mrs. Wharton said, with some confusion, “the fact is,
Nellie looks so sickly I am afraid she is not warmly enough clad”--
Sara shrieked with laughter. “Consistency, thy name is Mother,”
she cried; and began to pour out her plans for Nellie, which Mrs.
Wharton amended several times, objecting to Sara’s assertion that
Nellie should repay the money expended for her tuition at the
commercial college.
“The poor thing will have so little money, anyhow,” she entreated.
But Sara held to her theory.
“We’ll make it up in other ways,--petticoats, and things, but she
must feel it a loan,” she said.
However, Miss Wharton’s theories were far too fine for the material
with which she worked. When the three terms at the commercial
college were over, Nellie was languidly grateful, but she doubted
whether she should like bookkeeping; she was, however, willing to
“give it a trial;” so Sara found a place in a shop for her, and,
as the proprietor (another friend and dependent) could not pay
the full wages, made up the sum herself. But it never occurred to
Nellie to begin to pay her debt; and Sara, fearful of antagonizing
the child, cast her theory to the winds, and did not suggest it.
So the first year passed. The anxious, courageous, artificial fight
never flagged; and Nellie, for twelve months, was “straight.” There
had been great expenditure of time and strength and money to save
the little creature; and in a purely negative way the effort had
been successful. Nellie was “straight.”
Yet Sara Wharton was sometimes dreadfully discouraged; she could
not see a single large or noble trait in the girl, although it was
her sweet and loving theory to believe in what she did not see.
“Goodness is there, somewhere!” she used to say to herself, with
a beautiful and courageous belief which was part of her own
character; and then she fell back on what she had called “the
greatest thing in the world:” “Goodness is there, and I’ve got to
_love it out_!” She took Nellie’s latent goodness for granted,
especially in her effort to overcome the child’s enveloping
selfishness. She was constantly trying to make her realize the
happiness of sacrifice.
“Nellie,” she said once, “now that you’ve got your place as
bookkeeper, and are earning some money, of course you want to pay
me; but I think, even before that, you must want to pay for your
board at your aunt’s. She has been so good to you, you know; and
I’m sure you’ll be glad to help her along a little?”
“Oh, certainly!” Nellie replied, with a blank look.
“How much do you think you can pay?” Sara suggested cheerfully.
“Well, just now,” Nellie demurred, “I really have to have a new
dress; perhaps, later, I can give her a little something.”
Sara looked at her wistfully. “Don’t you _want_ to, Nellie? I
should think your very first thought would be to do something for
her. Just think what she has done for you!”
“Of course, I mean to,” Nellie said, tossing her head, “but I’ve
got to have a dress--and things.”
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