Love stories, German; Sisters -- Fiction; Suicide victims -- Fiction
"Yes, I had rightly guessed how it would be: from the moment when
Martha had held the letters in her hand, the happiness of my secret
understanding with Robert was at an end for me. Like a stranger he now
appeared to me, and when I sat down to write to him I felt like a mere
machine that has to copy other people's thoughts. Often I even passed
on a letter unread to Martha as soon as I received it from the
inspector's hands. Sometimes it worried me that I had abused his
confidence to such an extent, for he suspected nothing of her
knowledge; but when I looked at her, saw her newly-awakening smile and
the quiet, dreamy happiness that shone forth from her eyes, I consoled
my conscience with the thought that I could not possibly have committed
any wrong. So far I had only become his betrayer; soon I was to betray
Martha too.
"Winter and spring passed by swiftly, and the time came for storing the
sheaves in the barns.
"As soon as the harvest was over he intended to come; but before then,
he wrote, there was many a hardship to be surmounted.
* * * * *
"One day papa appeared in the kitchen, where we were, with an
apparently indifferent air, snuffled about for a while among the pots
and pans, and meanwhile kept on slashing at the long leggings of his
water-boots with his riding-whip.
"'Why you have become a Paul Pry to-day, papa?' said I.
"He gave a short laugh and remarked, 'Yes, I have become a Paul Pry.'
And when he had for some time longer been running backwards and
forwards without speaking, he suddenly stopped in front of Martha and
said--
"'If you should just have time, my child, you might come into the room
for a moment. Mama and I have something to say to you.'
"'Ah, I see,' said I, 'that is the reason for this long preliminary.
May I come too?'
"'No.' he replied. 'You remain in the kitchen.'
"Martha gave me a long look, took off her apron, and went with him to
the sitting-room.
"For a while all remained quiet in there. Round about me the steam was
hissing, the pots were broiling, and one of the maids was making a
great clatter cleaning knives; but all this noise was suddenly
penetrated by a short, piercing cry which could only proceed from
Martha's lips.
"Trembling I listened, and at the same moment papa came rushing into
the kitchen, calling for 'Water!' I hurried past him, and found my
sister lying fainting on the ground with her head in mama's lap.
"'What have you been doing to Martha?' I cried, throwing myself on my
knees beside her.
"No one answered me. Mama, as helpless as a child, was wringing her
hands, and papa was chewing his moustache, to suppress his tears,
as it seemed. Then, as I bent down over the poor creature, I saw a
blue-speckled sheet of paper lying beside her on the floor, which I
immediately, and unobserved by any one, appropriated.
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