Love stories, German; Sisters -- Fiction; Suicide victims -- Fiction
"Thereupon I quickly did what was most pressing: I recalled my sister
to consciousness, and led her, while she gazed about with vacant eyes,
up to her room.
"There I laid her upon her bed. She stared up at the ceiling, and from
time to time wanted to drink. Her spirit did not yet seem to have
awakened again at all.
"I meanwhile secretly drew the letter from my pocket, and read what I
here record verbally; for I have carefully preserved this monument of
motherly and sisterly affection:--
"'My beloved Brother! Dearest Sister-in-Law!--A circumstance of a very
painful nature compels me to write to you to-day. You are, I am sure,
fully convinced how much I love you, and how much my heart longs to be
in the closest possible relation to you and your children. All through
my life I have only shown you kindness and affection, and received the
same from you. Relying on this affection I to-day address a request to
you, which is prompted by the anxiety of a mother's heart. To-day my
son Robert came to us and declared that he intended asking you for your
daughter Martha's hand; begging us at the same time to give our
consent, with which, as a good son and also as a prudent man he cannot
dispense, as unfortunately he still depends, to a great extent, on our
assistance.
"'If I might have followed the bent of my heart, I would have fallen
upon his neck with tears of joy; but, unhappily, I had to keep a clear
head for my son and my husband--who are both children--and was forced
to tell him that on no account could anything come of this.
"'My dear brother, I do not wish to reproach you in any way for
not having been able to keep your affairs straight in the course of
years--far be it from me to mix myself up in matters that do not
concern me; but as these matters now stand, your estate is encumbered
with debts, and, with the exception of--as I would fain believe--an
ample 'trousseau,' your daughters would not have a farthing of dowry to
expect. On the other hand, my son Robert's estate is also heavily
embarrassed through the payments which he had to make to us and his
sisters and brothers--as well as by the mortgages which we still hold
upon it, and by the interests of which we and my other children have to
live--so that marriage with a poor girl would simply mean ruin to him.
"'I do not take into account that your daughter Martha must--according
to your letters--be a weakly and delicate creature, and therefore
appears to me utterly unfit to take cheerfully upon herself the cares
of this large household and to render my son Robert happy; the idea
that she would come into his house with empty hands is in itself
decisive for me, and suffices to convince me that she herself must
become unhappy and make him so.
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