Love stories, German; Sisters -- Fiction; Suicide victims -- Fiction
"Slowly and timidly, like an intruder, I crept along the garden
railings towards the manor house, that seemed to look down upon
me grimly and forbiddingly, with its granite pillars and its
weather-beaten turrets and gables. Here and there the stucco had
crumbled away, and the blackish bricks of the wall appeared beneath it.
It looked as if time, like a long illness, had covered this venerable
body with scars. The front door stood ajar. A large dark hall opened
before me, from which a peculiar odour of fresh chalk and damp fungi
streamed towards me--through small coloured glass windows, placed like
glowing nests close under the ceiling and all covered with cobwebs, a
dim twilight penetrated this space, hardly sufficient to bring into
light the immense cupboards ranged along the walls. A brighter gleam
fell upon a broad flight of stairs worn hollow, the steps of which
rested upon stone pilasters. High vaulted oaken doors led to the inner
apartments, but I did not venture to approach one of them. They seemed
to me like prison gates. I was still standing there, timidly trying to
find my way, when the front door was torn open and through the wide
aperture two great yellow-spotted hounds rushed upon me.
"I uttered a cry. The monsters jumped up at me, snuffed at my clothes,
and then raced back to the door, barking and yelling.
"'Who is there?' cried a voice, whose deep-sounding modulations I had
so often fancied I heard in waking and dreaming. The aperture was
darkened. There he stood.
"Red mists seemed to roll before my eyes. I felt as if my feet were
rooted to the ground. Breathing heavily, I leant against the stair
column.
"'Who the deuce is there?' he cried once more, while he vainly tried to
pierce the darkness with his eyes.
"I gathered up all my defiance. Calmly and proudly, as I had bid him
farewell years before, would I meet him again to-day. What need for him
to know how much I had suffered since then!
"'Olga--really--Olga--is it you?' The suppressed delight that
penetrated through his words gave me a warm thrill of pleasure. I felt
for a moment as if I must throw myself upon his breast and weep out my
heart there, but I kept my composure.
"'Were you not expecting me?' I asked, mechanically stretching out my
hand to him.
"Oh, yes--of course--we have been expecting you every hour for the last
two days--that is, we began to think----"
"He had clasped my hand in both his, and was trying to look into my
face. A peculiar mixture of cordiality and awkwardness lay in his
manner. It seemed as if he were vainly trying to discover traces of his
former good friend in me.
"'How is Martha?' I asked.
"'You will see for yourself.' he replied. 'I do not understand these
things. To me she appears so weak and so fragile that I tell myself it
will be a miracle if she survives it. But the doctor says she is
getting on well, and I suppose he must know best.'
"'And the child?' I asked further.
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