Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; Mills and mill-work -- Fiction; Southern States -- Fiction
“Babe’s a great girl,” her grandmother remarked complacently. “The
boys are wild about her, everywhere she goes.” She looked curiously
at Glen, still white, and shaking with her fervor. “I met the Parker
boy. I think you’re mistaken about him. Maybe you’ve got him confused
with somebody else. He’s--I don’t know--kind of a _fascinating_ rascal,
if you know what I mean.” Her blandly adoring eyes were following her
granddaughter’s leisurely progress across the big, ornate room. “Babe
can certainly _dance_,” she said, contentedly.
For nineteen, the scene had inevitably its zest in the tang of novelty.
Glen assured herself hotly that she despised it all as a virulent
manifestation of social injustice, but she had a pathetic hope of
cramming her mind so full of new sensations that it would give over
its unhappy ruminations for the moment. She forced her attention upon
the dreadful, bedizened, pitiful old creature across the table, on the
harsh lights, the endless, heavy courses of the meal; the strange,
savage music with its throb and thrill and its sly, insinuating
cadences, its bursts of jungle joy; the diners; the dancers; Janice
Jennings and young Edward Harrington Du Val who had demonstrated that
he could buy his own hooch and gardenias, moving so slowly, almost
stealthily across the floor, their eyes blankly fixed on space,
their mouths unsmiling, their flat and thin young bodies pressed
painstakingly close together, their whole air one of calculated
ecstasy. She tried to make a vehement reality of it all, and she
succeeded fairly well while she was in the midst of it, but back in her
bed at last the radiant mood of fifteen hours before came back to her;
battered and bruised, demanding sanctuary.
There was no illumination for her through the long night; its
impenetrable velvet blackness was no thicker than the bewildered misery
in her mind. Why? _Why?_ Luke, whom she had pedestaled and pinnacled
for five years; whom she had almost worshiped! Luke, who deserved
the best, and to whom she had given her shabby worst. The thing was
a bitter mystery; one moment, as gravely, as exultantly as a child
waiting for its first communion, she had waited for him to ask her to
marry him, ready--oh, rapturously ready--to say yes, the yes which had
been waiting for him ever since the day of her father’s death; and the
next moment she had been shivering, almost shuddering, frightened,
unhappy, repelled. She was so bitterly _ashamed_. She repeated over and
over, flagellating her sore spirit, that she had failed her father and
her friend and herself.
It was not until the first rooster had flung his raucous challenge at
the mocking bird, singing deliriously in a magnolia tree, that the
solution came to her. It was so startling, so simple, so thoroughly
explanatory, that she sat bolt upright with the surprise and relief of
it.
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