It was some time before Unorna realised that he was gone. She had
suffered a severe shock, not to be explained by any word or words
which he had spoken, as much as by the revelation of her own utter
powerlessness, of her total failure to touch his heart, but most
directly of all the consequence of a sincere passion which was assuming
dangerous proportions and which threatened to sweep away even her pride
in its irresistible course.
She grew calmer when she found herself alone, but in a manner she grew
also more desperate. A resolution began to form itself in her mind
which she would have despised and driven out of her thoughts a few hours
earlier; a resolution destined to lead to strange results. She began to
think of resorting once more to a means other than natural in order to
influence the man she loved.
In the first moments she had felt sure of herself, and the certainty
that the Wanderer had forgotten Beatrice as completely as though she had
never existed had seemed to Unorna a complete triumph. With little or no
common vanity she had nevertheless felt sure that the man must love
her for her own sake. She knew, when she thought of it, that she was
beautiful, unlike other women, and born to charm all living things.
She compared in her mind the powers she controlled at will, and the
influence she exercised without effort over every one who came near
her. It had always seemed to her enough to wish in order to see the
realisation of her wishes. But she had herself never understood how
closely the wish was allied with the despotic power of suggestion which
she possessed. But in her love she had put a watch over her mysterious
strength and had controlled it, saying that she would be loved for
herself or not at all. She had been jealous of every glance, lest it
should produce a result not natural. She had waited to be won, instead
of trying to win. She had failed, and passion could be restrained no
longer.
“What does it matter how, if only he is mine!” she exclaimed fiercely,
as she rose from her carved chair an hour after he had left her.
CHAPTER XII
Israel Kafka found himself seated in the corner of a comfortable
carriage with Keyork Arabian at his side. He opened his eyes quite
naturally, and after looking out of the window stretched himself as
far as the limits of the space would allow. He felt very weak and very
tired. The bright colour had left his olive cheeks, his lips were pale
and his eyes heavy.
“Travelling is very tiring,” he said, glancing at Keyork’s face.
The old man rubbed his hands briskly and laughed.
“I am as fresh as ever,” he answered. “It is true that I have the
happy faculty of sleeping when I get a chance and that no preoccupation
disturbs my appetite.”
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