England -- Fiction; Magic -- Fiction; South Africa -- Fiction
“All the Critchetts and Coupers in the world will never do anything for
it, my dear. But you must remember that where I only lost my sight,
many others lost their lives, and it is supposed to be better to lose
your sight than your life. Besides, blindness has its advantages: it
gives you so much more time to think, and it humbles you so. You can
have no idea what it is like, Doll. Intense, everlasting blackness
hedging you in like a wall: one long, long night, even when the
sunlight is beating on your face; and out of the night, voices and the
touching of hands, like the voices and the touchings of departed
spirits. Your physical body is as helpless and as much at the mercy of
the world as your spiritual body is in the hands of the Almighty. And
things grow dim to you too: you begin to wonder what familiar faces and
sights are like, as you wonder about the exact appearance of those who
died many years ago, or of places you have not seen for years. All of
which, my dear Doll, is very favourable to thought. When next you lie
awake for five or six hours in the night, try to reckon all the things
which occupy your brain; then imagine such wakefulness and its
accompanying thoughts extended over the period of your natural life,
and you will get some idea of the depth and breadth and height of total
blindness.”
His words struck her, and she did not know what to answer, so she only
pressed his hand in token of her mute sympathy.
He understood her meaning; the faculties of the blind are very quick.
“Do you know, Doll,” he said, “coming back to you and to your gentle
kindness is like coming into the peace and quiet of a sheltered harbour
after bearing the full brunt of the storm.” Just then a cloud which had
obscured the sun passed away, and its full light struck upon his face.
“There,” he went on, “it is like that. It is like emerging into the
sweet sunshine after riding for miles through the rain and mist. You
bring peace with you, my dear. I have not felt such peace for years as
I feel holding your hand to-day.”
“I am very glad, dear Ernest,” she answered; and they walked on in
silence. At that moment, a little girl, who was trundling a hoop down
the gravel-path, stopped her hoop to look at the pair. She was very
pretty, with large dark eyes, but Dorothy noticed that she had a
curious mark upon her forehead. Presently Dorothy saw her run back
towards an extremely tall and graceful woman, who was sauntering along,
followed at some distance by a nurse with a baby in her arms, and
turning occasionally to look at the beds of spring flowers, hyacinths
and tulips, which bordered the path.
“O mother!” she heard the little girl call out, in the clear voice of
childhood, “there is such a nice blind man! He isn’t old and ugly, and
he hasn’t a dog, and he doesn’t ask for pennies. Why is he blind if he
hasn’t a dog, and doesn’t ask for pennies?”
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