England -- Fiction; Magic -- Fiction; South Africa -- Fiction
“And you see, Doll, for some reason I have been picked out to catch it
pretty warm. It does seem rather hard that a woman like that should be
allowed to turn all the wine of a man’s life into vinegar; but so it
often is. Now, if she had died, that would have been bad enough; but I
could have borne it, and bided my time in the hope of joining her. Or
if she had ceased to love me, and learned to love the other man, I
think I could have borne that, because my pride would have come to my
rescue, and because I know that the law of her affections is the only
law that the heart of woman really acknowledges, however many others
she may be forced to conform to; and that a woman of refined nature who
has ceased to love you, and is yet forced to live with you, is in
consequence a thing worthless to you, and dishonoured in her own eyes.
Besides, I ask no favour in such matters. I have no sympathy, as a
general rule, with people who raise a howl because they have lost the
affection of their wives or sweethearts, for they should have been able
to keep them. If any man could have cut me out, he was welcome to do
so, for he would have proved himself the better man, and as for the
lady, I would not have her without her heart. But I gather that was not
quite the case with Eva.”
“O no, indeed; at least she said that she was wretched.”
“Exactly as I thought. Well, now, you will understand that it is rather
hard. You see I did love her dearly, and it is painful to think of this
woman, whose love I won, and who by that divine right and by the law of
nature should have been my wife, as forced into being the wife of
another man, however charming he may be; and I hope for her sake that
he is charming. In fact, it fills me with a sensation I cannot
describe.”
“Poor Ernest!”
“Oh no, don’t pity me. Everybody has his troubles—this is mine.”
“Oh, Ernest, but you have been unfortunate, and now your sight has
gone; but perhaps Critchett or Couper would be able to do something for
that.”
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