England -- Fiction; Magic -- Fiction; South Africa -- Fiction
“There, Ernest, I have startled you. It is—it is because I love you.
When you kissed me just now, everything that is beautiful in the world
seemed to pass before my eyes, and for a moment I heard such music as
they play in heaven. You don’t understand me yet, Ernest—I am fierce, I
know—but sometimes I think that my heart is deep as the sea, and I can
love with ten times the strength of the shallow women round me; and as
I can love, so I can hate.”
This was not reassuring intelligence to Ernest.
“You are a strange girl,” he said feebly.
“Yes,” she answered, with a smile. “I know I am strange; but while I am
with you I feel so good, and when you are away all my life is a void,
in which bitter thoughts flit about like bats. But there, good-night. I
shall see you at the Smythes’ dance to-morrow, shall I not? You will
dance with me, will you not? And you must not dance with Eva,
remember—at least not too much—or I shall get jealous, and that will be
bad for us both. And now goodnight, my dear, good-night;” and again she
put up her face to be kissed.
He kissed it—he had no alternative—and she left him swiftly. He watched
her retreating form till it vanished in the shadows, and then he sat
down upon a stone, wiped his forehead, and _whistled._ Well might he
whistle!
CHAPTER VIII.
A GARDEN IDYL
Ernest did not sleep well that night: the scene of the evening haunted
his dreams, and he awoke with a sense of oppression that impartially
follows on the heels of misfortune, folly, and lobster-salad. Nor did
the broad light of the summer day disperse his sorrows; indeed, it only
served to define them more clearly. Ernest was a very inexperienced
youth, but, inexperienced as he was, he could not but recognise that he
had let himself in for an awkward business. He was not in the smallest
degree in love with Florence Ceswick; indeed, his predominant feeling
towards her was one of fear. She was, as he had said, so terribly in
earnest. In short, though she was barely a year older than himself, she
was a woman possessed of a strength of purpose and a rigidity of will
that few of her sex ever attain to at any period of their lives. This
he had guessed long ago; but what he had not guessed was that all the
tide of her life set so strongly towards himself. That unlucky kiss, as
it were, had shot the bolt of the sluice-gates, and now he was in a
fair way to be overwhelmed by the rush of the waters. What course of
action he had best take with her now it was beyond his powers to
decide. He thought of taking Dorothy into his confidence and asking her
advice, but instinctively he shrank from doing so. Then he thought of
Jeremy, only, however, to reject the idea. What would Jeremy know of
such things? He little guessed that Jeremy was swelling with a secret
of his own, of which he was too shy to deliver himself. It seemed to
Ernest, the more he considered the matter, that there was only one safe
course for him to follow, and that was to run away. It would be
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