These unhappy people were not only in the manner which has been
related, brought to confession, but also obliged to swear to the
truth of it. At the Superior Court in January they all abode by their
confessions. They could not tell what the disposition of the court
and juries would be, and the temptation was the same as at the first
examination. But there was one Margaret Jacobs, who had more courage
than the rest. She had been brought not only to accuse herself, but
Mr. Burroughs, the minister, and even her own grandfather. Before
their execution, she was struck with horror, and begged forgiveness of
Burroughs, who readily forgave her, and prayed with her, and for her.
An imposthume in her head prevented her trial at the court of Oyer and
Terminer. At the Superior Court in January she delivered a writing in
the words following:—
“The humble declaration of Margaret Jacobs unto the honoured court now
sitting at Salem, sheweth,
“That whereas your poor and humble declarant being closely confined
here in Salem jail for the crime of witchcraft, which crime, thanks be
to the Lord, I am altogether ignorant of, as will appear at the great
day of judgment. May it please the honoured court, I was cried out upon
by some of the possessed persons, as afflicting of them; whereupon I
was brought to my examination, which persons at the sight of me fell
down, which did very much startle and affright me. The Lord above knows
I knew nothing, in the least measure, how or who afflicted them; they
told me, without doubt I did, or else they would not fall down at me;
they told me if I would not confess, I should be put down into the
dungeon and would be hanged, but if I would confess I should have my
life; the which did so affright me, with my own vile wicked heart, to
save my life made me make the confession I did, which confession, may
it please the honoured court, is altogether false and untrue. The very
first night after I had made my confession, I was in such horror of
conscience that I could not sleep, for fear the Devil should carry me
away for telling such horrid lies. I was, may it please the honoured
court, sworn to my confession, as I understand since, but then, at
that time, was ignorant of it, not knowing what an oath did mean. The
Lord, I hope, in whom I trust, out of the abundance of his mercy, will
forgive me my false forswearing myself. What I said was altogether
false, against my grandfather, and Mr. Burroughs, which I did to
save my life and to have my liberty; but the Lord, charging it to my
conscience made me in so much horror, that I could not contain myself
before I had denied my confession, which I did, though I saw nothing
but death before me, choosing rather death with a quiet conscience,
than to live in such horror, which I could not suffer. Whereupon my
denying my confession, I was committed to close prison, where I have
enjoyed more felicity in spirit a thousand times than I did before in
my enlargement.
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