The Wizard's Son, Vol. 2 (of 3)Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Wizard's Son, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Great Britain -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction
The household, however, though it presented an aspect of such gentle
calm, was not in reality so undisturbed as it appeared. In Oona's
chamber, for one, there was a tumult of new emotions which to the girl
were incomprehensible, strange, and terrible, and sweet. Lord Erradeen
was but a new acquaintance, she said to herself, as she sat over her
fire, with everything hushed and silent about her; nevertheless the
tumult of feeling in her heart was all connected with him. Curiously
enough, the strange encounter in the garden--of which she had received
no explanation--had disappeared from her thoughts altogether. The rise
and sudden dawn of a new life in her own being was more near and
momentous than any mysterious circumstances, however unlike the common.
By-and-by she might come to that--in the mean time a sentiment "_nova,
sola, infinita_," occupied all her consciousness. She had known him
during the last week only: three times in all, on three several days,
had they met; but what a change these three days had made in the life
that had been so free and so sweet, full of a hundred interests, without
any that was exclusive and absorbing. In a moment, without knowing what
was coming, she had been launched into this new world of existence. She
was humbled to think of it, yet proud. She felt herself to have become a
sort of shadow of him, watching his movements with an anxiety which was
without any parallel in her experience, yet at the same time able to
interpose for him, when he could not act for himself, to save him. It
seemed to Oona suddenly, that everything else had slipped away from her,
receding into the distance. The things that had occupied her before were
now in the background. All the stage of life was filled with him, and
the events of their brief intercourse had become the only occupation of
her thoughts. She wondered and blushed as she wandered in that maze of
recollections, at her own boldness in assuming the guidance of him; yet
felt it to be inevitable--the only thing to be done. And the strange new
thrill which ran through her veins when he had appealed to her, when he
had implored her to stand by him, came back with an acute sweet mixture
of pleasure and pain. She declared to herself, Yes!--with a swelling of
her heart--she would stand by him, let it cost her what it might. There
had been no love spoken or thought of between them. It was not love:
what was it? Friendship, fraternity, the instinctive discovery of one by
another, that divination which brings those together who can help each
other. It was he, not she, who wanted help--what did it matter which it
was? in giving or in receiving it was a new world. But whether it was a
demon or an angel that had thus got entrance into that little home of
peace and security--who could tell? Whatever it was, it was an inmate
hitherto unknown, one that must work changes both in earth and Heaven.
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