He gathered up the fragments of his beloved drinking-cup, and seeing
that it was useless to think of ever being able to put it together
again, he began turning over in his mind what it might be possible for
him to do, so as to free himself from the miserable existence which the
events of the last two days had rendered more insupportable than ever.
The first image that appeared to him, was that of Agnelette. Like the
beautiful angels that pass before the eyes of children in their dreams,
he saw her figure, dressed all in white, with large white wings,
floating across a blue sky. She seemed happy and beckoned to him to
follow, saying the while “Those who come with me will be very happy.”
But the only answer which Thibault vouchsafed to this charming vision
was a movement of the head and shoulders, which interpreted, meant,
“Yes, yes, Agnelette, I see you, and recognise you; yesterday, it would
have been all very well to follow you; but to-day I am, like a king, the
arbiter of life and death, and I am not the man to make foolish
concessions to a love only born a day ago, and which has hardly learnt
to stammer out its first words. To marry you, my poor child, far from
lessening the bitter hardships of our lives, would only double or treble
the burden under which we are both borne down. No, Agnelette, no! You
would make a charming mistress; but, a wife--she must be in a position
to bring money to support the household, equal in proportion to the
power which I should contribute.”
His conscience told him plainly that he was engaged to marry Agnelette;
but he quieted it with the assurance that if he broke the engagement, it
would be for the good of that gentle creature.
“I am an upright man,” he murmured to himself, “and it is my duty to
sacrifice my personal pleasure to the welfare of the dear child. And
more than that, she is sufficiently young and pretty and good, to find a
better fate than what would await her as the wife of a plain sabot
maker.” And the end of all these fine reflections was, that Thibault
felt himself bound to allow his foolish promises of the day before to
melt away into air, and to forget the betrothal, of which the only
witnesses had been the quivering leaves of the birch trees, and the pink
blossom of the heather. It should be added that there was another mental
vision, not wholly irresponsible for the resolution at which Thibault
had arrived,--the vision of a certain young widow, owner of the mill at
Croyolles, a woman between twenty-six and twenty-eight, fresh and plump,
with fine, rolling eyes, not devoid of mischief. Moreover, she was
credibly supposed to be the richest match in all the country side, for
her mill was never idle, and so, for all reasons, as one can clearly
see, it was the very thing for Thibault.
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