I had had some discipline in life. Although a favorite of my wealthy uncle, I
had given up very early the prospects he held out to me of a continued
enjoyment of his bounty, and entered on duties which required self-denial and
hard work. I did this because I enjoy having both my mind and heart occupied.
To be necessary to some one, as a nurse is to a patient, seemed to me an
enviable fate till I came under the influence of Anson Durand. Then the craving
of all women for the common lot of their sex became my craving also; a craving,
however, to which I failed at first to yield, for I felt that it was unshared,
and thus a token of weakness. Fighting my battle, I succeeded in winning it, as
I thought, just as the nurse’s diploma was put in my hands. Then came the great
surprise of my life. Anson Durand expressed his love for me and I awoke to the
fact that all my preparation had been for home joys and a woman’s true
existence. One hour of ecstasy in the light of this new hope, then tragedy and
something approaching chaos! Truly I had been through a schooling. But was it
one to make me useful in the only way I could be useful now? I did not know; I
did not care; I was determined on my course, fit or unfit, and, in the relief
brought by this appeal to my energy, I rose and dressed and went about the
duties of the day.
One of these was to determine whether Mr. Grey, on his return to his hotel, had
found his daughter as ill as his fears had foreboded. A telephone message or
two satisfied me on this point. Miss Grey was very ill, but not considered
dangerously so; indeed, if anything, her condition was improved, and if nothing
happened in the way of fresh complications, the prospects were that she would
be out in a fortnight.
I was not surprised. It was more than I had expected. The cry of the banshee in
an American house was past belief, even in an atmosphere surcharged with fear
and all the horror surrounding a great crime; and in the secret reckoning I was
making against a person I will not even name at this juncture, I added it as
another suspicious circumstance.
VI.
SUSPENSE
To relate the full experiences of the next few days would be to encumber my
narrative with unnecessary detail.
I did not see Mr. Durand again. My uncle, so amenable in most matters, proved
Inexorable on this point. Till Mr. Durand’s good name should be restored by the
coroner’s verdict, or such evidence brought to light as should effectually
place him beyond all suspicion, I was to hold no communication with him of any
sort whatever. I remember the very words with which my uncle ended the one
exhaustive conversation we had on the subject. They were these:
“You have fully expressed to Mr. Durand your entire confidence In his
Innocence. That must suffice him for the present. If he Is the honest gentleman
you think him, It will.”
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