“Before I go,” said he, “I have a request to make—I may as well say a
caution to give you. Do not, I pray, either now or at any future time, carry or
allow any one else to carry newspapers into Miss Grey’s room. They are just now
too alarming. There has been, as you know, a dreadful murder in this city. If
she caught one glimpse of the headlines, or saw so much as the name of
Fairbrother—which—which is a name she knows, the result might be
very hurtful to her. She is not only extremely sensitive from illness but from
temperament. Will you be careful?”
“I shall be careful.”
It was such an effort for me to say these words, to say anything in the state
of mind into which I had been thrown by his unexpected allusion to this
subject, that I unfortunately drew his attention to myself and it was with what
I felt to be a glance of doubt that he added with decided emphasis:
“You must consider this whole subject as a forbidden one in this family. Only
cheerful topics are suitable for the sick-room. If Miss Grey attempts to
introduce any other, stop her. Do not let her talk about anything which will
not be conducive to her speedy recovery. These are the only instructions I have
to give you; all others must come from her physician.”
I made some reply with as little show of emotion as possible. It seemed to
satisfy him, for his face cleared as he kindly observed:
“You have a very trustworthy look for one so young. I shall rest easy while you
are with her, and I shall expect you to be always with her when I am not. Every
moment, mind. She is never to be left alone with gossiping servants. If a word
is mentioned in her hearing about this crime which seems to be in everybody’s
mouth, I shall feel forced, greatly as I should regret the fad, to blame you.”
This was a heart-stroke, but I kept up bravely, changing color perhaps, but not
to such a marked degree as to arouse any deeper suspicion in his mind than that
I had been wounded in my amour propre.
“She shall be well guarded,” said I. “You may trust me to keep from her all
avoidable knowledge of this crime.”
He bowed and I was about to leave his presence, when he detained me by
remarking with the air of one who felt that some explanation was necessary:
“I was at the ball where this crime took place. Naturally it has made a deep
impression on me and would on her if she heard of it.”
“Assuredly,” I murmured, wondering if he would say more and how I should have
the courage to stand there and listen if he did.
“It is the first time I have ever come in contact with crime,” he went on with
what, in one of his reserved nature, seemed a hardly natural insistence. “I
could well have been spared the experience. A tragedy with which one has been
even thus remotely connected produces a lasting effect upon the mind.”
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