With careful tread, so timed as not to appear stealthy, I accordingly advanced
and pushed open the door. The room was empty. Mr. Grey was still with his
daughter and I could cross the floor without fear. But never had I entered upon
a task requiring more courage or one more obnoxious to my natural instincts. I
hated each step I took, but I loved the man for whom I took those steps, and
moved resolutely on. Only, as I reached the chair in which Mr. Grey was
accustomed to sit, I found that it was easier to plan an action than to carry
it out. Home life and the domestic virtues had always appealed to me more than
a man’s greatness. The position which this man held in his own country, his
usefulness there, even his prestige as statesman and scholar, were facts, but
very dreamy facts, to me, while his feelings as a father, the place he held in
his daughter’s heart—these were real to me, these I could understand; and
it was of these and not of his place as a man, that this his favorite seat
spoke to me. How often had I beheld him sit by the hour with his eye on the
door behind which his one darling lay ill! Even now, it was easy for me to
recall his face as I had sometimes caught a glimpse of it through the crack of
the suddenly opened door, and I felt my breast heave and my hand falter as I
drew forth the stiletto and moved to place it where his eye would fall upon it
on his leaving his daughter’s bedside.
But my hand returned quickly to my breast and fell hack again empty. A pile of
letters lay before me on the open lid of the desk. The top one was addressed to
me with the word “Important” written in the corner. I did not know the writing,
but I felt that I should open and read this letter before committing myself or
those who stood back of me to this desperate undertaking.
Glancing behind me and seeing that the door into Miss Grey’s room was ajar, I
caught up this letter and rushed with it back into my own room. As I surmised,
it was from the inspector, and as I read it I realized that I had received it
not one moment too soon. In language purposely non-committal, but of a meaning
not to be mistaken, it advised me that some unforeseen facts had come to light
which altered all former suspicions and made the little surprise I had planned
no longer necessary.
There was no allusion to Mr. Durand but the final sentence ran:
“Drop all care and give your undivided attention to your patient.”
XIII.
THE MISSING RECOMMENDATION
My patient slept that night, but I did not. The shock given by this sudden cry
of Halt! at the very moment I was about to make my great move, the uncertainty
as to what it meant and my doubt of its effect upon Mr. Durand’s position, put
me on the anxious seat and kept my thoughts fully occupied till morning.
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