I was very tired and must have shown it, when, with the first rays of a very
meager sun, Miss Grey softly unclosed her eyes and found me looking at her, for
her smile had a sweet compassion in it, and she said as she pressed my hand:
“You must have watched me all night. I never saw any one look so
tired,—or so good,” she softly finished.
I had rather she had not uttered that last phrase. It did not fit me at the
moment,—did not fit me, perhaps, at any time. Good! I! when my thoughts
had not been with her, but with Mr. Durand; when the dominating feeling in my
breast was not that of relief, but a vague regret that I had not been allowed
to make my great test and so establish, to my own satisfaction, at least, the
perfect innocence of my lover even at the cost of untold anguish to this
confiding girl upon whose gentle spirit the very thought of crime would cast a
deadly blight.
I must have flushed; certainly I showed some embarrassment, for her eyes
brightened with shy laughter as she whispered:
“You do not like to be praised,—another of your virtues. You have too
many. I have only one—I love my friends.”
She did. One could see that love was life to her.
For an instant I trembled. How near I had been to wrecking this gentle soul!
Was she safe yet? I was not sure. My own doubts were not satisfied. I awaited
the papers with feverish impatience. They should contain news. News of what?
Ah, that was the question!
“You will let me see my mail this morning, will you not?” she asked, as I
busied myself about her.
“That is for the doctor to say,” I smiled. “You are certainly better this
morning.”
“It is so hard for me not to be able to read his letters, or to write a word to
relieve his anxiety.”
Thus she told me her heart’s secret, and unconsciously added another burden to
my already too heavy load.
I was on my way to give some orders about my patient’s breakfast, when Mr. Grey
came into the sitting-room and met me face to face. He had a newspaper in his
hand and my heart stood still as I noted his altered looks and disturbed
manner. Were these due to anything he had found in those columns? It was with
difficulty that I kept my eyes from the paper which he held in such a manner as
to disclose its glaring head-lines. These I dared not read with his eyes fixed
on mine.
“How is Miss Grey? How is my daughter?” he asked in great haste and uneasiness.
“Is she better this morning, or—worse?”
“Better,” I assured him, and was greatly astonished to see his brow instantly
clear.
“Really?” he asked. “You really consider her better? The doctors say so’ but I
have not very much faith in doctors in a case like this,” he added.
“I have seen no reason to distrust them,” I protested. “Miss Grey’s illness,
while severe, does not appear to be of an alarming nature. But then I have had
very little experience out of the hospital. I am young yet, Mr. Grey.”
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