He stood up and looked about him vaguely... after a minute he shivered
a little. It was very cold in the attic. He knelt down and tried to put
the things back; but his fingers shook, and the things took queer shapes
and fell apart, and a soft perfume came from them that confused him.
He tried to steady himself--he began at the bottom, putting each thing
carefully in place... smoothing it down.
The door below creaked. A voice listened.... “You up there, Eldridge?”
He straightened himself... out of a thousand thoughts and questions.
“Where are my fur gloves?” he said quietly. He took the light from its
box and came over to the stairs.
Her face, lifted to him, was in the light and he could see the rays of
light falling on it--and on the stillness, like a pool....
“They’re in the black trunk,” said Rosalind. Her foot moved to the
stair--“I’ll get them for you.”
“No--Don’t come up,” he said. “It’s cold here. I know--I was just
looking there.”
So she went back, closing the door behind her to keep out the cold.
When Eldridge came down he did not look at her. He blew out the light
and put the gloves with his hat in the hall and came over with his paper
and sat down.
She was standing by the fire, bending over a pair of socks that she had
been washing out. She was hanging them in front of the fire, pulling
out the toes. Her eyes looked at him inquiringly as her fingers went on
stretching the little toes.
“Did you find them?”
“Yes.” He opened his paper slowly. She went on fussing at the socks, a
little, absent smile on her face. “If it keeps on like this I must get
heavier flannels for them,” she said. The look in her face was very
sweet as she bent over the small socks.
He looked up--and glanced away. “Money enough--have you?”
“Oh, yes--plenty of money. I will get them to-morrow--if I can go in to
town--” she said.
His mind flashed to the attic above them and to the quiet alcove with
the little green curtains that shut it off. “Better dress warm if you do
go,” he said carelessly. “It is pretty cold, you know.” He took up the
paper and stared at it.
VII
SO it was--Rosalind! He sat in his office and stared at the blotter on
his desk.... It was a green blotter-----For years after Eldridge
Walcott could not see a green blotter without a little, sudden sense
of upheaval; he would walk into a plain commercial office--suddenly the
walls hovered, the furniture moved subtly--even the floor grew a little
unsteady before he could come with a jerk to a green blotter on the
roller-top desk--and face it squarely. The blotter on his own desk was
exchanged for a crimson one--the next day. He would have liked to
change everything in the room. The very furniture seemed to mock him--to
question....
So it was--Rosalind! Rosalind--was like that--! His heart gave a
quick beat--like a boy’s--and stood still.... Rosalind was like
that--for--somebody else.... He stared at the blotter and drew a pad
absently toward him.
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