The man’s eyes were looking at Mr. Eldridge Walcott, regarding him
impartially. “I am glad that you did not let me know.”
“Yes. I sent it back--once. But Tom wrote again--all about when we were
children and when he gave me the biggest bites of candy and filled my
pail up to the top when we went berrying-----He said it was what had
made a man of him--keeping my pail full.”
Eldridge winced a little. But she did not stop. “He said he wanted me to
spend the money for the little girl _he_ knew.
“I didn’t spend it--not for a long time, you know. But I kept it and
I looked at it--sometimes--and wondered.... Then one day I saw a
dress--that I liked. I thought it was like me, a little--?” She looked
at him------
He nodded.
“So I got it--and that was the end, I guess.” She laughed tremulously.
“Everything kept coming after that. The dress seemed to make me need--
_everything!_” She spread out her hands.
Then she sat thinking--and looking at the dress that needed everything.
“I wore it at first just at home--when I was alone. I would put it on
and sit down and fold my hands--and think of things... about Tom and
about being a little girl--and about mother. I was always rested when
I took it off... and when the children came in from school and you came
home, I could bear things better.”....
He reached out a hand and touched hers where it lay on the table.... He
had said that he should touch it--some time. He stroked it a minute and
she went on.
“Then I came here--” She made a little gesture. “I didn’t know what it
was like--I didn’t even know there was a place like this.” She
glanced around the alcove that sheltered them--with its folds of green
curtain--“But as soon as I came, I knew I should come again. I knew it
would take care of me--the way Tom wanted for me. So I spent the money.”
She lifted the little linked purse from the table--she laughed. “Only
fifty cents left--You ’re here just in time!”
Eldridge held out his hand. “Give it to me.”
She looked at him.
“I want it--yes. Aren’t you willing to give me fifty cents--of your five
hundred?”
She handed it to him with a little sigh of relief.
He took it and balanced it thoughtfully in his hand--“Why did you come
to-day?” he asked.
“This is my anniversary day.”
“To-day?”
She nodded--as if she saw a vision. “It is a year to-day that I came
here--the first time.”
“Alone--?” The word breathed itself--and stopped, and Eldridge put out a
hand. “Don’t tell me! I did not ask it.”
“Don’t you know?” She was looking at him.
“Yes, I know. I do not understand--but I know.”
She smiled and sat silent.... “I was frightened to come!” It seemed as
if she were looking at the strangeness of it. “I was afraid--the first
day--”
“You should have asked me to come,” he urged.
“Would you have come?”
“No--not then.”
“And I had to come! I could not wait--and there was--no one.... You
would not have come--not even if I had waited.”
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