Isle of Man -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Easter Day--one of the God-blest mornings in the sweet of the year when
it is happiness enough to be alive.
Mona is setting her house in order and feeling as if she were doing
everything for the last time. When she thinks she has finished she
suddenly remembers that she has not had breakfast. But that does not
matter now. How thirsty she is, though! So she brews herself a pot of
tea and drinks two strong cups of it.
The church bells begin to ring, and she determines to go to
church--also for the last time. Why not? It is true she intends to do
something which good people would condemn, but it is no use thinking of
that now.
How sweet the air outside is, with the odour of the violets and the
gorse and with that tang of salt that comes up from the sea! The young
birds, too, how merrily they are singing! It is a pity! A great pity!
She is late. The bells have ceased to ring, and there is nobody on the
road. It had taken her long to dress--she had felt so tired and had had
to sit down so often.
The service has begun when she reaches the church. Through the inner
door, which is half open, she can see the congregation on their knees
and hear the vicar reading the General Confession, with the people
repeating it after him. She cannot go in just now, so she stands by the
porch and waits.
The Sunday-school children, kneeling together on the right of the
pulpit, are bobbing their heads up and down at intervals--they are so
happy and proud in their new Easter clothes. She, too, used to be proud
and happy in her Easter clothes. It is almost heartbreaking. Life looks
sweet now, death being at the door.
When the voices cease and she is about to enter, some of the
congregation look round at her. She feels as if they are thinking of
her as the kind of woman-penitent who in the old days used to stand at
the door of the church in her shame. That stops her, and she remains
where she is standing.
The service goes on--the psalms and lessons and hymns appropriate to
the day. At length comes the last hymn before the sermon:
“_Jesu, lover of my soul,_
_Let me to thy bosom fly...._”
Mona has known it all her life, yet it seems as if she had never
understood it until now.
“_While the gathering waters roll,_
_While the tempest still is high._”
She is in tears before she is aware of it. The sermon begins, and the
vicar’s voice comes out to her in the open air and mingles with the
twittering of the birds in the trees and the bleating of the lambs in
the fields.
It is about the last days of Jesus--His death and resurrection, the
hatred of His enemies and the desertion of His friends--all the
dreadful yet beautiful story.
“He might have avoided His death, but He did not do so. He died of His
own free will. Why? Because He was confirmed in the belief that His
death would save the world.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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