Isle of Man -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Jesus died to show that nothing mattered to man but the welfare of
his soul. Riches did not matter, rank did not matter, poverty did not
matter. It was nothing to Jesus that He was hated and despised and
friendless and homeless and alone and cast out of the family of men.
Nothing mattered to Him but love, and because He loved the world He
died for it.
“And that is why all suffering souls come to Him--have been coming
to Him through all the two thousand years since His pilgrimage here
below--will continue to come to Him as long as the world lasts! ‘_Let
me to thy bosom fly._’”
Before the vicar’s voice has ceased, and while he is pronouncing the
blessing, Mona is hurrying home. There are no tears in her eyes now,
and in her heart there is only a great exaltation.
Hitherto she has been thinking of what she intends to do as something
that God would have to forgive her for. Not so now. If Jesus died of
His own free will, if He died for love, why shouldn’t she? And if by
dying He saved the world, would it not be the same with her also?
In the dizzy whirl of her brain she can see no difference. What she
intends to do ceases to be a sin and becomes a sacrifice. If the world
is full of hatred, as the consequence of the war, her death may save
it. She is only a poor girl, and nobody on earth may ever know what she
has done and why she has done it, yet God will know.
But Oskar? She had not intended to tell Oskar. He loved her so much
that he might have tried to dissuade her. Just to slip away when the
time came for him to go back to his own country--that had been her
plan. But she could not reconcile herself to this now--not now, after
this great new thought. Oskar must know everything.
Hours pass. She is sure Oskar will come to-day--quite sure. While
waiting for him she drinks many cups of tea, forgetting that she has
not eaten since yesterday. At last he comes. As usual, it is late at
night, and she is so weak from emotion and want of food that she can
scarcely reach the door to open it.
“May I come in?”
“Yes, indeed, come.”
He steps into the house, never having done so since the night of her
father’s seizure, and sits by her side before the fire. His face is
lividly white, his lips are twitching, and his voice is hoarse.
“What’s to do with you, Oskar?”
“Nothing. Don’t be afraid. I have come to tell you something.”
“What?”
“I’ve just had my orders. I am to go away in the morning.”
“In the morning?”
“Yes, with the last batch. The last of the officers and guard are going
too, so the camp will be empty after to-morrow.”
Mona’s heart is beating hard, and she tries to ease it by asking an
irrelevant question.
“What are the men saying?”
He laughs bitterly, and his words spurt out of his mouth.
“The men? Oh, they’re saying they’ll soon be here again. They want
to stay in England, and if they are to be sent back to their own
overburdened country, to suffer and to starve, they will return some
day with hatred in their hearts.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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