The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)Harding, Ellison
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The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)
Harding, Ellison
Science fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
Lydia with her disengaged hand made a sign of the cross over his head;
not the rapid, timid, fugitive conventional sign that Catholics made in
our day, but with her whole arm, a large sign, swinging from above her
head to his as it bowed over her hand, with a large sweep afterward
across; and as she did so I saw her eyes widen and her glance stretch
forward across the heavenly distance.
For the first time I felt the narrowness of my life and my own
insignificance. And I--_I_--had dared to think I could make love to this
woman! For a moment it occurred to me that Lydia had encouraged me; but
so mean an apprehension of her could not live in her presence. As she
stood there making the sign of the cross over the bowed head of her
beloved, I knew that Love was something more in this civilization than
the satisfaction of a caprice or the banter of good-humored gallantry;
that it was possible to make of Love a religion, without for that reason
sacrificing the charm of life, and the particular charm that makes the
companionship of a woman something different from the companionship of a
man.
And yet I was puzzled; was Lydia not a Demetrian? Cleon had told me she
had not yet made up her mind; but was there not in this greeting with
Chairo a practical admission of a betrothal? And what was the meaning of
the sign of the cross? Was Christianity still alive, then? And if so,
how reconcile Christ and Demeter? And there swung through my mind the
terrible invocation of the poet: "Thou hast conquered, O pale Galilean!
The world has grown gray from thy breath."
When the cult of Demeter had first been hinted to me I had assumed that
the reign of the Galilean was over, and that the old gods had resumed
their sway. The possibility of this had admitted a note of latent
triumph in the hymn to Proserpine.
Will thou yet take all, Galilean? Yet these things thou shalt not take:
The laurel, the palm and the pæan; the breast of the nymph in the brake.
Could it be that we could keep these things and yet remain loyal to the
religion of sacrifice? Could we worship as well at the voluptuous altar
of Cytherea and at the mystic shrine of the Holy Grail?
My mind was in a tumult of inquiry as Chairo arose from his knee and
engaged in conversation with the group; and though they did not point or
look at me I knew that it was of me they were talking. Presently, Chairo
came to me and held out his hand:
"You are a traveller from the Past, I hear! Dropped down among us in
some unaccountable way." He looked me squarely in the eye as he held my
hand a moment, with a frank scrutiny that I had already noticed in
Lydia. Then he added:
"You were returning to the Hall; if you don't mind, I shall accompany
you; it is too late for me to begin work before lunch; besides, there is
no scythe for me." And waving his hand to Lydia and the others, he
walked away with me toward the Hall.
CHAPTER III
THE CULT OF DEMETER
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