The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)Harding, Ellison
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The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)
Harding, Ellison
Science fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
"Her story is a sad one. She was selected by Demeter not on account of
any special gifts, but because of her splendid combination of qualities;
she was a type; she represented a standard it was useful to reproduce.
Chairo for similar reasons was selected as her bridegroom; she chose to
know him and became deeply enamored. How should she not? He remained
devoted to her until her boy was weaned and then did not renew his vows.
She bore his decision with dignity; indeed, so well did she disguise her
disappointment that for a long time no one knew whether it was Chairo
or herself who had decided to separate. But when Chairo began to show
his love for Lydia, Iréné sickened; there was no apparent reason for it
and no acute disease; her appetite failed and she lost strength and
color."
Ariston paused, as though he were going over it all in his mind,
unwilling to give it utterance. Finally, he arose and walked to the
window, and after looking out a little, turned to me and said:
"The fact is, I was consumedly in love with her myself; her illness gave
me an excuse for being a great deal with her, and at last in a moment of
folly--for I might have guessed--I told her of my love. I shall never
forget her face when I did so: the sadness on it deepened; she held out
her hand to me and said: 'I am fond of you, Ariston--and am grateful!
But I love Chairo and shall never love anyone but him.'" Ariston's voice
became hoarse as he repeated Iréné's words. But he paused, cleared his
throat, and went on.
"Since then she has made a great effort over herself. She was told that
she was allowing sorrow to unfit her for her duty to her child, and that
she was suffering from no malady beyond that most pernicious of all
maladies--the malady of the will. She collected herself, regained
control, and has now recovered her health--and all her beauty. Was
there ever beauty greater than her's?"
"She is very beautiful--more than beautiful--she filled me with a kind
of wonder. But tell me, won't she object to your having told me her
secret?"
"It is not a secret; these things are not regarded as secrets; we hold
it unworthy to blab of such things, but we never make an effort to
conceal them. Often since then Iréné has spoken of Chairo in such a
manner as to leave no doubt as to her feelings for him; and yet she has
probably never in terms admitted it to anyone but me. In confiding to
you my love for her, she would not complain at my also confiding to you
her love for him."
Ariston's simplicity filled my heart with tenderness for him.
I went to him, put my hands on his shoulders, and said:
"I am sorry for you."
For a moment he seemed taken aback by this expression of sympathy; but
when our eyes met his were dimmed. In a moment, however, he had
recovered control, and said:
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