The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)Harding, Ellison
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The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)
Harding, Ellison
Science fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
I apologized to her and suggested that she should join me in my walk;
but she did not answer me at once; she moved about the studio as though
agitated by my discovery, moving things aimlessly, taking things up and
putting them down again. I stood at the window waiting for an answer,
for I did not wish to leave her in this disturbed condition. At last she
looked me full in the face and her mobile lips twitched with
ill-suppressed emotion. Had she known how little I suspected the cause
of her trouble she need not have been so moved; but she had been so
long fighting against her love for Ariston that she imagined the
discovery by me of the portrait had betrayed her secret.
"You won't tell any one you have seen it, will you?" she said at last
appealingly.
"Certainly not," answered I. "But why are you so anxious to keep it a
secret?"
She opened her eyes at this question and then burst out, with a sob in
her voice:
"I would not have them guess it for the world."
At last I understood: this bust was not a portrait of Ariston; it was a
study for her Conquering Man, and she could not keep out of it the
features of the one she loved.
"See," she said, pointing to the corner where the uncompleted busts were
hidden, "they all look like him; even when I tried to model a face
without a beard, expressly to escape this haunting thought, you can see
it--somewhere in the brow," and she moved her hand over the brow. "At
every attempt I make, something betrays me," and she sat down on a low
chair and buried her face in her hands.
I stood by her, not daring to intrude; and presently she got up sadly
and said:
"Yes, I shall go with you--anything to get away from it all"; and
taking her cap from a peg, closed the window, locked the door, and
joined me.
"I had half an idea," said I, as we moved toward the wood, "that you had
a fancy for Cleon."
Anna smiled. "Cleon is a sweet boy and I am very fond of him; I suppose
he thinks he is in love with me; but we are accustomed to these 'green
and salad' loves; indeed, we are taught not to discourage them. It is
good for a boy like Cleon to be in love with some one much older than
himself that he can never marry; it keeps him out of mischief and does
no one harm. One day he will reproach me and tell me I have encouraged
him; I have not, you know, not the slightest; but he will say I have,
and honestly think it for a few days; a little later he will get over it
and be a good friend of mine to the end of my days."
We had a walk in the wood that has remained in my memory as one of the
sweetest hours I spent at Tyringham. She soon accustomed herself to my
knowledge of her secret, and this created an intimacy between us that
was rare and pleasant.
At that early hour the woods were dark and fresh, and the light upon a
meadow we were approaching reminded me of a forgotten poet:
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