The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)Harding, Ellison
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The Woman Who Vowed (The Demetrian)
Harding, Ellison
Science fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
"I knew the flowers; I knew the leaves; I knew
The tearful glimmer of the languid dawn
On those long rank dark wood walks drenched with dew
Leading from lawn to lawn."
I quoted them to her and she responded to them; wanted to know the
poet's name and more of his work; and as the autumn mist lay heavy on
the lower pastures and the heavy fragrance of the autumn woods filled
the air, I repeated to her those other lines of his:
"The woods decay; the woods decay and fall,
The vapors weep their burthen to the ground;
Man comes and tills the earth and lies beneath,
And after many a summer dies the swan.
Me only, cruel immortality consumes
Here at the Eastern limit of the day----"
She put a hand on my arm and stopped me:
"What is that again, 'Me only, cruel----'"
I repeated the line to her.
"What a subject," she said; "not for a Tithonus--no; what a thought to
work into my group!"
I saw her meaning: Man might subdue Nature to his use; what then? Was
he to be nevertheless forever consumed by immortality? Here was the
limit to his triumph; its shadow and reverse.
"What is the meaning of it all!" she said. "We are unhappy, do what we
may, and it is out of our very unhappiness that we find something that
replaces happiness--a sort of divine sorrow."
We had by this time traversed the wood and stood on a height which
commanded the now deserted colony buildings. The sun was well up on the
horizon; the birds hopping silently in the boughs, their spring and
summer songs over; but the torrent filled the air with its noisy music
as it dashed down the hillside, and beyond we saw it meandering in
peaceful curves among the meadows.
"It is very beautiful," she said. "After all, there is joy enough in
beauty, and it is no small thing"--she was looking absently over the
meadows as she repeated--"it is no small thing that we can by art add to
it."
"It is a mission of which you can well be proud," said I.
She looked at me and smiled gratefully.
As we returned I felt that she had shaken off some of the sorrow with
which she had started.
CHAPTER XVII
DESIGNS ON ANNA OF ANN
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