“Yes, my lady.”
Lady Holme sat down on the sofa at the foot of the bed. She was
trembling violently. She sat looking on the ground and trying to control
her limbs. A sort of dreadful humbleness surged through her, as if she
were a guilty creature about to cringe before a judge. She trembled till
the sofa on which she was sitting shook. She caught hold of the cushions
and made a strong effort to sit still. The handle of the door turned.
“Don’t come in!” she cried out sharply.
But the door opened and her husband appeared on the threshold. As he did
so she turned swiftly so that only part of the left side of her face was
towards him.
“Vi!” he said. “Poor old girl, I--”
He was coming forward when she called out again “Stay there, Fritz!”
He stopped.
“Why?” he asked.
“I--I--wait a minute. Shut the door.”
He shut the door. She was still looking away from him.
“Do you understand?” she said, still in a sharp voice.
“Understand what?”
“That I’m altered, that the accident’s altered me--very much?”
“I know. The doctor said something. But you look all right.”
“From there.”
The trembling seized her again.
“Well, but--it can’t be so bad--”
“It is. Don’t move! Fritz--”
“Well?”
“You--do you care for me?”
“Of course I do, old girl. Why, you know--”
Suddenly she turned round, stood up and faced him desperately.
“Do you care for me, Fritz?” she said.
There was a dead silence. It seemed to last for a long while. At length
it was broken by a woman’s voice crying:
“Fritz,--Fritz--it isn’t my fault! It isn’t my fault!”
“Good God!” Lord Holme said slowly.
“It isn’t my fault, Fritz! It isn’t my fault!”
“Good God! but--the doctor didn’t--Oh--wait a minute--”
A door opened and shut. He was gone. Lady Holme fell down on the sofa.
She was alone, but she kept on sobbing:
“It isn’t my fault, Fritz! It isn’t my fault, Fritz!”
And while she sobbed the words she knew that her life with Fritz Holme
had come to an end. The chapter was closed.
From that day she had only one desire--to hide herself. The season was
over. London was empty. She could travel. She resolved to disappear.
Fritz had stayed on in the house, but she would not see him again, and
he did not press her to. She knew why. He dreaded to look at her. She
would see no one. At first there had been streams of callers, but now
almost everybody had left town. Only Sir Donald came to the door each
day and inquired after her health. One afternoon a note was brought to
her. It was from Fritz, saying that he had been “feeling a bit chippy,”
and the doctor advised him to run over to Homburg. But he wished to know
what she meant to do. Would she go down to her father?--her mother, Lady
St. Loo, was dead, and her father was an old man--or what? Would she
come to Homburg too?
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