Artists -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Storytelling -- Fiction
"There are great contrasts in life, my boy, that never fail to interest
me--big Rembrandt things that stand out sharp and solid, sudden as the
exit from a foul shaft into a sunny winter's day, white and cold. And
the reverse side--the black side. That is the worst of these contrasts,
the darks always predominate--out of a yacht's warm cabin, for instance,
into a merciless, hungry sea, without a moment's warning. No, nothing to
do with my memory of tarred hemp and red roses; only to make my point
clear to you," and Mac's head sank the lower in his chair. "Did you ever
focus your mind, for one thing, on the contrasts that the two sides of a
nine-inch brick wall of any house in town present? Did you never lie in
your bed, with your head to the plaster, and wonder what was going on
nine inches away from your ears? I have; I do it now. It may be sorrow
or cruelty or death, if we did but know--some girl mourning for her
lover; some woman crouching in fear; some silent body, cold in a sheet.
Not always so, of course; many times the happiness is on their side and
all the misery on ours; but the two atmospheres are never alike. Only
nine inches of wall! Shut it out as we may, cover it with tapestries or
pictures or paint, it is still within that many inches of our ears. What
a blessing we can't see! Life would be a hell for some of us if we saw
both sides of its brick walls at once. I try now and then to get a
glimpse of both sides because of the effects I get of light and
shadow--they always appeal to me. When I do I often get a heart wrench
that upsets me for days, and yet the next opportunity I am at it again."
Once more Mac paused and looked into the fire, as if he were trying to
recall to his mind, among its glowing, heaped-up coals, some picture in
that rich past of his.
"And that old perfume of tarred hemp and roses," I asked, "does that
suggest one of them?"
"Yes, one of the strangest I ever experienced; and yet it was only one
of the things that goes on every day. A steamer's deck was the brick
wall this time: On our side a cloudless sky, fresh air, light, chairs
filling the length of the deck, whisperings in corners, two lovers
hanging over the rail, some in the bow away from intruders. Now and then
a line of song wafted from open cabin windows. Seaward, a stretch of
steely blue dominated by a clear, round moon, its light flooding a
pathway of silver to the very side of the ship, a pathway along which
angels might have stepped--were stepping, if we could have seen.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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