Artists -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Storytelling -- Fiction
and your money to relieve his mind for the time of anxiety. When he
becomes famous, as he is sure to be, he will return it to you with
interest.' That was the sort of talk, and it occurred about every day.
Nellie would hear it and add her voice, and we would talk it over in the
garden.
"One day he came down himself. The garden was up the hill behind the
Schweitzerhoff--you remember it--in one of those smaller
hotels--Lucerne was crowded.
"'Let me see what you two are doing,' he said, with a sort of
police-officer air.
"I turned the easel toward him. The sketch was about as you see it--all
except the signature and the word 'Lucerne'--that I added afterward.
"'How long have you been at this?'
"'About two weeks,' I said. I thought I'd give it its full time, so as
to prove to him how carefully it had been painted.
"'Two weeks, eh?' he repeated slowly. 'Done anything else?'
"'No.'
"'What's it worth?'
"'Well, it's only a study, sir.'
"'Well, but what's it worth?'
"I thought for a moment, and then, knowing how he valued everything by
his own standard, said:
"'I should think, perhaps, fifty dollars, when it's finished.'
"'That's at the rate of twenty-five dollars a week, isn't it? A little
over three dollars a day. I earned more than that, young man, when I was
younger than you, and I was making something that was _sold_ before I
turned a hand to it. You've got to shop your things around till you sell
'em. Come into the house, Nellie, I want to speak to you.'
"Brutal, wasn't it? I have hated his kind ever since. Money! Money!
Money! You'd think the only thing in life was the accumulation of
dollars. Flowers bloom, mists curl up mountain sides, brooks laugh in
the sunlight, birds sing, and children romp and play. There is poverty
and suffering and death; there are stricken hearts needing help; kind
words to speak; famishing minds to educate; there is art, and science,
and music--Nothing counts. Money! Money! Money! I'm sick of it!"
"And that ended it with the girl?" I asked, without moving my head from
my hand.
"Yes, practically. She went to Paris and I went back to Munich. I felt
as if my heart had been torn out of me; like a plant twisted up by the
roots. The letters came--first every day, then once or twice a week,
then at long intervals. You won't believe it, old man, but do you know
that wound never healed for years; hasn't yet, parts of it. Shams,
flaunted wealth, society--all irritate it, and me. It seemed so cruel,
so damned stupid. What counts but love, I would say to myself over and
over again. If I had a million dollars, what better off would I be? If
we were both on a desert island without a cent we could be happy
together, and if we had a million apiece and didn't love each other we
would be miserable. Quixotic, I know, indefensible, out of date with
modern methods, but I'd give my career if more of that sort of doctrine
saturated the air we breathe."
"You saw her again?"
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