“Oh, no. She never complained of it, and surely she would have told me.
In whom would she confide, if not in her mother? I knew her so well,
the dear child.”
Her husband was obviously and unmistakably growing irritated. He tried
to change the subject, but she would have none of it.
“During her long illness Raymond was perfect to her,” she persisted.
“He came here with her, he gave up all his own affairs, he called in
the most celebrated physicians, and now, on top of it all, he accuses
himself of not having been a sufficiently devoted husband. To us, who
saw him at the time, it is simply madness.”
She had reached this point in her eulogy of her son-in-law, when M.
Mairieux left the room. I believed that I understood the meaning of his
departure: he was protesting silently against his wife’s praises.
* * *
Cernay’s seclusion led me to frequent the park with the steward and
Dilette. M. Mairieux, little by little, as he watched the child
skipping ahead and then running back to us like a young greyhound
travelling over the same road two or three times, fell into the habit
of conjuring up before me an earlier childhood, that of his daughter.
He never spoke to me of Mme. Cernay, but constantly of little Raymonde.
I learned every detail of her life up to the age of fourteen or
fifteen. Beyond that there was silence.
His memories kept time with Dilette’s actions. One morning, as she bent
over a colchicum, he asked:
“Why don’t you pick it?”
“It is better there in the grass, grandpa,” she said.
This reply seemed to me to affect him beyond measure.
“Raymonde,” he explained, “loved flowers in the same way, and never
plucked them. She thought them lovelier growing on their stems in the
fields. No one could ever get a bouquet from her. It is odd, don’t you
think?”
But the oddity brought tears to his eyes. At other times he spoke of
other characteristics.
“I had taken her into the forest at sunset,” he said once. “How old
was she? Probably Dilette’s age. The leaves were nearly all gone, it
was this time of year. In front of us the tree trunks partly blocked
our view of the sun’s red disc. She stretched her little arms towards
the disappearing orb and when it had completely vanished, I found her
dear face so sad that I began to apologise. ‘I can’t stop the sun, my
darling,’ I said. ‘It is a great pity, grandpa,’ she replied with a
sigh. Ah, it was a sigh that would break your heart! Would you believe
it? That evening I envied Joshua. As a matter of fact, I had as good
reason as he for working a miracle. The laughter of a little girl is
the dew which refreshes our years. A child who does not laugh seems to
be reproaching the one who gave it life.”
On this topic he was never silent; now, it was Raymonde’s inborn love
for all things, or again, of her running along the forest paths and her
abrupt halts, as if she saw some one coming, her charming combination
of trust and fear.
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