she is suffering the extremest want and penury. All her goods are
pawned, Scott is in prison for debt, and she herself seems on the point
of going to the common gaol. The day after Christmas Aphra wrote to
Lord Arlington for the last time. She asks for a round £100 as delays
have naturally doubled her expenses and she has had to obtain credit.
Now she is only anxious to return home, and she declares that if she
did not so well know the justness of her cause and complaint, she would
be stark wild with her hard treatment. Scott, she adds, will soon be
free.13 Even this final appeal obtained no response, and at length—well
nigh desperate—Mrs. Behn negotiated in England, from a certain Edward
Butler, a private loan of some £150 which enabled her to settle her
affairs and start for home in January, 1667.
But the chapter of her troubles was by no means ended. Debt weighed
like a millstone round her neck. As the weary months went by and Aphra
was begging in vain for her salary, long overdue, to be paid, Butler, a
harsh, dour man with heart of xxvi stone, became impatient and resorted
to drastic measures, eventually flinging her into a debtor’s prison.
There are extant three petitions, undated indeed, but which must be
referred to the early autumn of 1668, from Mrs. Behn to Charles II.
Sadly complaining of two years’ bitter sufferings, she prays for an
order to Mr. May14 or Mr. Chiffinch15 to satisfy Butler, who declares
he will stop at nothing if he is not paid within a week. In a second
document she sets out the reasons for her urgent claim of £150. Both
Mr. Halsall and Mr. Killigrew know how justly it is her due, and she is
hourly threatened with an execution. To this is annexed a letter from
the poor distracted woman to Killigrew, which runs as follows:—
Sr.
if you could guess at the affliction of my soule you would I am sure
Pity me ’tis to morrow that I must submitt my self to a Prison the time
being expird & though I indeauerd all day yesterday to get a ffew days
more I can not because they say they see I am dallied wth all & so they
say I shall be for euer: so I can not reuoke my doome I haue cryd
myself dead & could find in my hart to break through all & get to ye
king & neuer rise till he weare pleasd to pay this; but I am sick &
weake & vnfitt for yt; or a Prison; I shall go to morrow: But I will
send my mother to ye king wth a Pitition for I see euery body are
words: & I will not perish in a Prison from whence he swears I shall
not stirr till ye uttmost farthing be payd: & oh god, who considers my
misery & charge too, this is my reward for all my great promises, & my
indeauers. Sr if I have not the money to night you xxvii must send me
som thing to keepe me in Prison for I will not starue.
A. Behn.
Endorsed:
For Mr. Killigrew this.
letter transcribed in accompanying text
Closer view of letter
Detail of stamp
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