_Who, but a Lover, can express_
_The Joys, the Pants, the Tenderness,_
_That the soft amorous Soul invades,_
_While the dear_ Billetdoux _he reads:_
_Raptures Divine the Heart o’erflow,_
_Which he that loves not cannot know._
_A thousand Tremblings, thousand Fears,_
_The short-breath’d Sighs, the joyful Tears!_
_The Transport, where the Love’s confest;_
_The Change, where Coldness is exprest;_
_The diff’ring Flames the Lover burns,_
_As those are shy, or kind, by turns._
However you find’em, _Damon_, construe ‘em all to my advantage:
Possibly, some of them have an Air of Coldness, something different
from that Softness they are usually too amply fill’d with; but where
you find they have, believe there, that the Sense of Honour, and my
Sex’s Modesty, guided my Hand a little against the Inclinations of my
Heart; and that it was as a kind of an Atonement, I believed I ought
to make, for something I feared I had said too kind, and too obliging
before. But where-ever you find that Stop, that Check in my Career of
Love, you will be sure to find something that follows it to favour
you, and deny that unwilling Imposition upon my Heart; which, lest you
should mistake, Love shews himself in Smiles again, and flatters more
agreeably, disdaining the Tyranny of Honour and rigid Custom, that
Imposition on our Sex; and will, in spite of me, let you see he reigns
absolutely in my Soul.
The reading my _Billetdoux_ may detain you an Hour: I have had so much
Goodness to write you enow to entertain you for so long at least, and
sometimes reproach my self for it; but, contrary to all my Scruples,
I find my self disposed to give you those frequent Marks of my
Tenderness. If yours be so great as you express it, you ought to kiss
my Letters a thousand times; you ought to read them with Attention, and
weigh every Word, and value every Line. A Lover may receive a thousand
endearing Words from a Mistress, more easily than a Billet. One says a
great many kind things of course to a Lover, which one is not willing
to write, or to give testify’d under one’s Hand, signed and sealed. But
when once a Lover has brought his Mistress to that degree of Love, he
ought to assure himself, she loves not at the common rate.
Love’s Witness.
_Slight unpremeditated Words are borne_
_By every common Wind into the Air;_
_Carelessly utter’d, die as soon as born,_
_And in one instant give both Hope and Fear:_
_Breathing all Contraries with the same Wind,_
_According to the Caprice of the Mind._
_But_ Billetdoux _are constant Witnesses,_
_Substantial Records to Eternity;_
_Just Evidences, who the Truth confess,_
_On which the Lover safely may rely;_
_They’re serious Thoughts, digested and resolv’d;_
_And last, when Words are into Clouds devolv’d._
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