_Impatient Demands_.
After you have sufficiently recollected your self of all the past
Actions of the Day, call your Page into your Cabinet, or him whom you
trusted with your last Letter to me; where you ought to enquire of him
a thousand things, and all of me. Ask impatiently, and be angry if he
answers not your Curiosity soon enough: Think that he has a dreaming
in his Voice, in these moments more than at other times; and reproach
him with Dulness: For ‘tis most certain that when one loves tenderly,
we would know in a minute, what cannot be related in an hour. Ask
him, How I did? How I receiv’d his Letter? And if he examined the Air
of my Face, when I took it? If I blush’d or looked pale? If my Hand
trembled, or I spoke to him with short interrupting Sighs? If I asked
him any Questions about you, while I was opening the Seal? Or if I
could not well speak, and was silent? If I read it attentively, and
with Joy? And all this, before you open the Answer I have sent you by
him: which, because you are impatient to read, you, with the more haste
and earnestness, demand all you expect from him; and that you may the
better know what Humour I was in, when I writ that to you: For, Oh! a
Lover has a thousand little Fears, and Dreads, he knows not why. In
fine, make him recount to you all that past, while he was with me; and
then you ought to read that which I have sent, that you may inform your
self of all that passes in my Heart: for you may assure your self, all
that I say to you that way proceeds from thence.
The Assurance.
_How shall a Lover come to know,_
_Whether he’s belov’d or no?_
_What dear things must she impart,_
_To assure him of her Heart?_
_Is it when her Blushes rise;_
_And she languish in her Eyes;_
_Tremble when he does approach;_
_Look pale, and faint at ev’ry Touch?_
_Is it, when a thousand ways_
_She does his Wit and Beauty praise;_
_Or she venture to explain,_
_In less moving Words, a Pain;_
_Tho’ so indiscreet she grows,_
_To confirm it with her Vows?_
_These some short-liv’d Passion moves,_
_While the Object’s by, she loves;_
_While the gay and sudden Fire_
_Kindles by some fond Desire:_
_And a Coldness will ensue,_
_When the Lover’s out of view._
_Then she reflects with Scandal o’er_
_The easy Scene that past before:_
_Then, with Blushes, would recal_
_The unconsid’ring Criminal;_
_In which a thousand Faults she’ll find,_
_And chide the Errors of her Mind._
_Such fickle weight is found in Words,_
_As no substantial Faith affords:_
_Deceiv’d and baffl’d all may be,_
_Who trust that frail Security._
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