"You would really pity me, if you only knew how continually I am thinking about your friend." But the other, who had been rather vexed at the Baron's behavior in the circumstances, told him exactly what he thought of him: "By Jove, my good friend, when a man has any secrets in his existence, like you have, he does not make advances to a woman, immediately, as you did, for you must surely have foreseen the reason why you had to draw back." The Baron left off smoking in some confusion. "Yes, and no; at any rate, I could not have believed what actually happened." Whereupon, Monsieur de Courville lost his patience, and replied: "One ought to foresee everything." But Monsieur de Coutelier replied in a low voice, in case anybody should be listening: "I see that I have hurt your feelings, and will tell you everything, so that you may forgive me. You know that for twenty years I have lived only for sport; I care for nothing else, and think about nothing else. Consequently, when I was on the point of undertaking certain obligations with regard to this lady, I felt some scruples of conscience. Since I have given up the habit of ... of love, there! I have not known whether I was still capable of ... you know what I mean ... Just think! It is exactly sixteen years since ... I for the last time ... you understand what I mean. In this neighborhood, it is not easy to ... you know. And then, I had other things to do. I prefer to use my gun, and so before entering into an engagement before the Mayor[3] and the Priest to ... well, I was frightened. I said to myself: 'Confound it; suppose I missed fire!' An honorable man always keeps his engagements, and in this case, I was undertaking sacred duties with regard to this lady, and so, to feel sure, I made up my mind to go and spend a week in Paris. [Footnote 3: Civil marriage is obligatory in France, whether a religious ceremony takes place or not.--TRANSLATOR.] "At the end of that time, nothing, absolutely nothing occurred. I always lost the game.... I waited for a fortnight, three weeks, continually hoping. In the restaurants, I ate a number of highly seasoned dishes, which upset my stomach, and ... and it was still the same thing ... or rather, nothing. You will, therefore, understand, that, in such circumstances, and having assured myself of the fact, the only thing I could do was ... was ... to withdraw; and I did so." Monsieur de Courville had to struggle very hard not to laugh, and he shook hands with the Baron, saying: "I am very sorry for you," and accompanied him half-way home. When he got back, and was alone with his wife, he told her everything, nearly choking with laughter; she, however, did not laugh, but listened very attentively, and when her husband had finished, she said, very seriously: "The Baron is a fool, my dear; he was frightened, that is all. I will write and ask Berthe to come back here as soon as possible."