The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 09 (of 32) — John Shaqi
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 09 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 09 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
But the night was as grievous to him as the day. Instead of sleeping,
he spent it in sighs and tears. And in the morning, when they asked
him “how he did” he told them, “worse and worse.” They then thought to
drive away his distemper by harsh and surly carriage to him. Sometimes
they would deride, sometimes chide, and sometimes quite neglect him.
Wherefore he began to retire more to his chamber, to pray for them, and
to bemoan his own misery. He would also walk solitary in the fields,
sometimes reading, and sometimes praying. And thus for some days he
spent his time.
Now I saw, upon a time when he was walking in the fields, that he
was, as he was wont, reading his book; and as he read, he burst out as
before, saying, _What must I do to be saved_?
I saw also, that he looked this way and that way as if he would run;
yet he stood still, because (as I perceived) he could not tell which
way to go. I looked then and saw a man, called _Evangelist_, coming to
him, who asked, “_ Wherefore dost thou cry?_”
He answered, “Sir I perceive by the book in my hand, that I am
condemned to die, and after that to come to judgment. And I find I am
not willing to do the first, nor able to do the second.”
Then said _Evangelist_, “why not willing to die?” The man answered,
because I fear that this burden which is on my back will sink me lower
than the grave. And, Sir, if I am not fit to go to prison, I am not fit
to go to judgment.”
“But said _Evangelist_, if this be thy condition, why standest thou
still?” He answered, “because I know not whither to go.” Then said
_Evangelist_, pointing over a wide field, “do you see yonder little
gate? Go up directly to it and knock; and it shall be told thee what
thou shalt do.”
So I saw in my dream, that the man began to run. He had not run far,
before his wife and children perceiving it, began to cry after him to
return: But he stopped his ears and ran on, crying, Life, life! eternal
life, without once looking behind him.
The neighbours also came out, and as he ran some mocked, others
threatened, and some called to him to return. And of these, two
resolved to fetch him back by force; the name of the one was
_Obstinate_, of the other _♦Pliable_. He was now got a good distance
from them; however, in a little time they overtook him. Then said the
man, “Neighbours, wherefore are you come?” They said, “To persuade you
to go back with us.” But he said, “That cannot be; you dwell in the
city of _Destruction_, the place also where I was born. And if you die
there, you will sink into a place that burns with fire and brimstone.
Be content, good neighbours, and go along with me.”
♦ “Pliablel” replaced with “Pliable”
What, said _Obstinate_, and leave our friends and all our comforts
behind us?
Yes, said _Christian_, (that was his name) for all these are not worthy
to be compared with the least part of what I seek; and if you will go
with me, there is enough and to spare.
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