The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
7. About this time one Mr. _Donaldson_, a reverend old clergyman,
preached at _Perth_, and coming to visit my mother, called for me,
and asked me among other questions, “If I sought a blessing upon my
learning?” I frankly answered, no. He replied, with a severe look,
“Sirrah, unsanctified learning has done much mischief in the church
of God.” This saying left so deep an impression on me ever after, that
whenever I was any way straitened, I applied to God, by prayer for help
in my learning, and pardon for not seeking it before. Yet as to the
main, I was still afar off from God, and an enemy to him both in my
heart and works.
CHAPTER IV.
_Of the increase of his convictions, from_ Autumn 1690,
_till_ May 1693.
1. FOR the better advantage of my education my mother in 1690, removed
with me to _Edinburgh_. I was now again put to school, and in _November
1692_, entered at the college. Here my knowledge of the law of God
daily increased; and therewith my knowledge of sin. I saw more and
more, that he was displeased with me for sins which formerly I had
not observed. The impressions of my mortality were likewise rivetted
in me by new afflictions, and I was more in bondage through the growing
fear of death. Again the scriptures being now daily preached, forced me
to some enquiry into my own sincerity in religion; and I was willing,
provided I might save my bosom-idols, not only to hear, but _to do many
things_.
2. I was now carried far in a form of religion. I prayed not only
morning and evening, but at other times too: I wept much in secret: I
read and meditated, and resolved to live otherwise than I had done. But
this goodness too was as the morning cloud it was force and not nature:
and therefore could not be expected to last any longer than the force
which occasioned it.
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