The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
MY Lord and my God, thou seest my heart, and my desires are not
hid from thee. I am encouraged by my happy experience of thy
goodness (particularly this day past) to present myself before thee,
notwithstanding I know myself unworthy of the least favour from thee.
I am ashamed when I think, how long I have lived a stranger, yea,
an enemy to thee, taking upon me to dispose of myself, and to please
myself in the main course of my life. But I now unfeignedly desire to
return unto thee, and renouncing all interest and propriety in myself,
to give myself up entirely to thee: I would be thine, and only thine
for ever. But I know I am nothing, and can do nothing of myself: and
if ever I am thine, I must be wholly indebted to thee for it. O my God,
my Saviour, my Sanctifier, turn not away thy face from a poor soul that
seeks thee: but as thou hast kindled in me these desires, so confirm,
increase, and satisfy them. Reject not that poor gift which I would
make of myself unto thee, but teach me so to make it, that it may be
acceptable in thy sight. Lord, hear me, help me, and shew mercy unto
me for _Jesus Christ_’s sake.
To thee, O God, Father, Son and Holy Ghost, my Creator, Redeemer, and
Sanctifier, I give up myself entirely: may I no longer serve myself,
but thee, all the days of my life.
I give thee my understanding: may it be my only care to know thee, thy
perfections, thy works and thy will. Let all things else be _as dung
and dross_ unto me, for the excellency of this knowledge. And let me
silence all reasonings against whatsoever thou teachest me, who canst
neither deceive, nor be deceived.
I give thee my will: may I have no will of my own: whatsoever thou
willest, may I will, and that only. May I will thy glory in all things
as thou dost, and make that my end in every thing; may I ever say with
the Psalmist, _Whom have I in heaven but thee, and there is none upon
earth that I desire beside thee_. May I delight to do thy will O God,
and rejoice to suffer it. Whatever threatens me let me say, _It is the_
Lord, _let him do what seemeth him good_: and whatever befalls me, let
me give thanks, since it is thy will concerning me.
I give thee my affections; do thou dispose of them all: be thou my
love, my fear, my joy: and may nothing have any share in them, but with
respect to thee and for thy sake. What thou lovest may I love, what
thou hatest may I hate, and that in such measures as thou art pleased
to prescribe me.
I give thee my body: may I glorify thee with it, and preserve it holy,
fit for thee, O God, to dwell in; may I neither indulge it, nor use
too much rigor towards it; but keep it, as far as in me lies, healthy,
vigorous and active, and fit to do thee all manner of service, which
thou shalt call for.
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