The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32) — John Shaqi
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 10 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
O holy, blessed and glorious Trinity, whom in Three persons I adore as
One God, have mercy upon me.
Lord, carest thou not that I perish! Thou that would’st have all men
to be saved! Thou that would’st have none to perish! And wilt thou
now shew thine anger against a worm, a leaf! Against a vapour that
vanisheth before thee! O remember how short my time is, and deliver not
my soul into the power of hell! For, alas, what profit is there in my
blood? Or, who shall give thee thanks in that pit? No; let me live in
thy sight: let me live, O my God, and my soul shall praise thee. Forget
me, as I have been disobedient, provoking thee to anger, and regard
me as I am distrest, crying out to thee for help. Look not upon me as
I am a sinner; but consider me as I am thy creature. A sinner I am, I
confess, a sinner of no ordinary stain: But let not this hinder thee,
O my God; for upon such sinners thou gettest the greatest glory.
O remember for whose sake it was that thou camest from the bosom of thy
Father, and was content to be born of thine own handmaid. Remember, for
whom it was that thy tender body was torn and scourged and crucified!
Was it not for the sins of the whole world? And shall I be so injurious
to thy glory, as to think thou hast excepted me? Or can I think, thou
diedst only for sinners of a lower kind and leftest such as me without
remedy? What had become then of him, who filled _Jerusalem_ with blood?
What of her, who lived in a trade of sin? Nay, what had become of thine
own disciple, who with oaths and curses thrice denied thee?
O how easy is it for thee to forgive? For it is thy nature. How proper
is it for thee to save? For it is thy name! How suitable is it to thy
coming into the world? For it is thy business. And when I consider that
I am the chief of sinners, may I not urge thee farther, and say, Shall
the chief of thy business be left undone? Far be that from thee? Have
mercy upon me!
I ask not of thee the things of this world, give them to whom thou
pleasest so thou givest me mercy. O say unto my soul, _Be of good cheer,
thy sins are forgiven thee_. O that I might never sin against thee
more! And whereinsoever my conscience accuses me most, be thou most
merciful unto me!
Save me, O God, as a brand snatched out of the fire.
Receive me, O my Saviour, as a sheep that is gone astray, but would now
return to the great shepherd and bishop of my soul!
Father, accept my imperfect repentance, compassionate my infirmities,
forgive my wickedness, purify my uncleanness, strengthen my weakness,
fix my unstableness, and let thy good Spirit watch over me for ever,
and thy love ever rule in my heart, through the merits and sufferings
and love of thy Son, in whom thou art always well pleased.
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