The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*Then he said, “Who is like unto him? O, what has he allowed me this
night! I know now the meaning of that, Whatsoever ye shall ask in my
name, ye shall receive it. The Lord hath even allowed me to be very
minute in every circumstance. Many a day have I feared, how I should
get through the valley of the shadow of death: but now I fear not.
Blessed be God, who, since I laid down here, hath carried on a work of
sanctification far in my soul, that makes me meet for heaven! Young as
I am, I die old and satisfied with days. The child is going to die an
hundred years old. I am like a shock of corn, fully ripe. But, O, I
have been under a bright sun, in a day when the sun of righteousness
shone, and I have had glorious showers.”
After a little silence he said, “I have slept, and am refreshed. And
now what shall I say? I can say no more to commend the Lord; not for
want of matter, but of words. Well, Sirs, you’ll meet with difficulties;
but this may encourage you, you see God owns his servants own him, and
despise what his enemies can do against them?――God has kept my judgment
for the best piece of work I ever had. O what of God do I see! I never
saw any thing like it. The beginning and end of religion are wonderful
sweet.” One said, “God’s dealing with you has been very uncommon.”
He answered, “Very uncommon indeed, if you knew all that I know. But
therein is the excellency of his power seen, in that he maketh the weak
strong.”
A while after he said to those about him, “O this is the most
honourable pulpit I was ever in! I am preaching the same Christ,
the same holiness, the same happiness I did before. I have much
satisfaction in that. I am not ashamed of the gospel I have preached.
I was never ashamed of it in all my days; and I am not ashamed of it
at the last. Here am I, a weak man, in the hand of the king of terrors,
rejoicing in hope of the glory that shall be revealed; and that by
the death and resurrection of a despised Christ. When the beginning of
this trouble was upon me, I aim’d (as my strength would allow) at that,
_shew me some token for good_; and indeed I think, God hath shewed me a
token for good.”
Then perceiving his spirits faint, he said, “Come Lord Jesus, receive
my spirit, fluttering within my breast like a bird to be out of a
snare.――When shall I hear him say, The winter is past; arise my love
and come away? Come and take me by the hand, That I stumble not in the
dark valley of death!”
Then he desired a minister to pray; and after prayer said, “Lord, I
wait for thy salvation. I wait as the watchman watcheth for the morning.
I am weary with delays! O why are his chariot wheels so long a coming!
I am sick of love. I am faint with delay!”
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