The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
“O! I am full of matter! I know not where to begin or end. The Spirit
of the Lord, hath been mighty with me! O, the book of God is a strange
book! ’Tis written within and without. I never studied it to the half
of what I should: but now God hath given me much of it together.――Never
was I more uneasy in my life: and yet I was never more easy. All my
bones are ready to break; my hand is a burden to me; and yet all is
easy!”
*Then to his wife, he said, “O my sweet bird, are you there? I am no
more yours. I am the Lord’s. I remember on the day I took you by the
hand, I thought on parting with you. But I knew not how to get my heart
off of you again: yet now I have got it done. Will you not give me to
the Lord, my dear?” Then seeing her very sad, he said, “My dear, do not
weep: you should rather rejoice: rejoice with me, and let us exalt his
name together. I shall be in the same family with you: but you must
stay a little behind and take care of God’s children.”
*When wakened out of sleep, he said, “I am now hand in hand, grappling
with my last enemy: and I find, he is a conquerable enemy; Yea, I
am more than conqueror.” One said, “A strange champion indeed!” He
answered, “I? Not I, but the grace of God that is in me. By the grace
of God I am what I am; and the God of peace hath bruised Satan under
my feet. I have often wondered how the martyrs could clap their hands
in the fire: I do not wonder at it now. I could clap my hands, though
you held burning candles to them, and think it no hardship, though
the flames were going about them. And yet, were the Lord withdrawn,
I should cry and not be able to bear it, if you but touched my foot.”
_Sunday, September 21._ About three in the morning he said, “And is
it the sabbath then? This is the best sabbath I ever had. On a sabbath
night my _George_ went to his rest: I bestowed him on God: blessed
be his name; and he made me content. I would have given him all my
children that way; and I hope it shall be so: blessed be his name!”
*After a little pause he said, “Shall I forget _Sion_? Then let my
right-hand forget her cunning. O, to have God returning to his church,
and his work going on in the world! If every drop of my blood, every
atom of my body, every hair of my head, were men, they should all go
to the fire, to have this going on.”
*After that he said, “I could not believe that I could have borne, and
borne chearfully this rod so long. This is a miracle, pain without pain.
Blessed be God that ever I was born. I have a father, a mother, and ten
brethren and sisters in heaven, and I shall be the eleventh. O blessed
be the day that ever I was born! O if I were where he is! And yet for
all this, God’s withdrawing from me, would make me as weak as water.
All which I enjoy, though it be miracle upon miracle, would not make
me stand without new supplies from God. The thing I rejoice in is,
that God is altogether full, and that in Jesus Christ there is all the
fulness of the Godhead.”
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