The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
4. Being come to ♦_Pontois_ in winter, and lodging at the _Carmelite
Nuns_, he told them not to make a fire, or prepare a bed. He then went
to visit the prisoners (which he never forgot) and at his return, about
nine in the evening, finding them going to prayers, without taking any
thing to eat, he went into the church with them, where he continued
till eleven. And indeed at every time and every place, on every
occasion, even in the slightest and meanest things, he kept a watchful
eye over himself, that he might in no instance fulfil the desires of
the flesh, but daily inure himself to endure hardship.
♦ “Pointois” replaced with “Pontois”
*5. A short description of his mortification, or deadness to the world,
we have in his own words. “Since the time I gave up my liberty to God,
I was given to understand, to what a state the soul is brought, which
is capable of union with him. I saw my soul reduced into a small point,
contracted and shrunk up to nothing. At the same time I beheld myself
as encompassed with whatsoever the world loves, and as it were, a hand
removing all this far from me, and plunging it into the ocean. First,
I saw removed all outward things, kingdoms, great offices, stately
buildings, rich and elegant furniture, gold and silver, recreations,
pleasures: all which hinder the soul in her way to God, of which
therefore it is his pleasure she be divested, that she may arrive
at that death which will bring her into the possession of real life.
Secondly, all inward things, which are of a more delicate and precious
nature, as learning, reason, strength of memory and understanding; to
which likewise we are in a manner dead, if we are alive to God. And I
perceived that we must come like little infants, simple and innocent,
separated not only from evil, but even from our ordinary manner
of doing what is good. We are to undertake what things the divine
providence presents to us, by making our way by God to them, rather
than by them to God. A truly mortified soul sees nothing but God: not
so much (if I may so speak) as the things she does, of which nothing
stays in her, neither choice, nor joy, nor sorrow, for their greatness,
or for their littleness, for good or bad success; but only the good
pleasure and order of God, which ruleth in all things, and which
in all things contents the soul that adheres to him, and not to the
vicissitude of affairs, and is therefore constantly even, always the
same in the midst of all changes.”
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