The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 11 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
He then desired to have read the former part of the first chapter of
the second epistle to the _Corinthians_. And after the 9th and 10th
verses were read, _We had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we
should not trust in ourselves but in God which raiseth the dead: who
delivered us from so great a death, and doth deliver, in whom we trust
that he will yet deliver us_. He said, “Now there ’tis all. God _hath_
delivered me, and I trust that he _will_ deliver me, and bruise Satan
shortly under my feet, and I shall get the victory over the cunning
world, and the deceitful heart. Many a weary day have I had with my
unbelief! If I had had faith to believe things not seen, to believe
that my happiness lay not in things temporal but eternal: if I had had
faith’s abiding impression realizing these things, I should not have
known how to abide out of heaven a moment.”
*When he was desired to sleep, he answered, “Those I am going to, sleep
not day nor night, but cry, Holy, holy, holy! They that wait on the
Lord shall renew their strength, and mount up with wings as of an eagle.
I cannot get my heart in a right tune, as I would have it; but it will
be so in a short time.” After he had lain still a little, one said,
“You have not slept.” He answered, “No; I had much work; but blessed be
God, pleasant work.”
Afterwards, when his wife asked how he was, he said, “My dear, I am
longing for the salvation of God, and hastening to it.” Then seeing her
very sad, he said, “My dear, encourage yourself; here is a body going
to clay, and a soul going to heaven; where I hope you are to come.”
*3. _Friday, September 19._ About five in the morning, when he was
desired to try if he could sleep, he answered, “No, no; should I lie
here altogether useless? Should not I spend the last of my strength,
to shew forth his glory?” He then held up his hands (which were much
swelled) and said, “Lame hands, and lame feet! But see a lame man
leaping and rejoicing!”
*Feeling some pain, he said, “This is one of the fore-runners of the
change, the great change. O when shall I be admitted to see the glory
of the higher house? Instead of that cloudy light of a created sun, to
see that clear and perfect glory!”
After some time’s silence, he took leave of his wife and children,
saluting and speaking to them all, one by one. Then he said, “A kind
and affectionate wife you have been to me. The Lord bless you, and he
shall bless you.” To a minister that came in, he said, “Brother, I am
upon a piece of trying work. I am parting with my wife and children.
I am resolved, I bless his name; though I have had one of the best of
wives, yet she is no more mine, but the Lord’s.”
*Then to his son he said, “God bless the lad, and let my name be named
upon him. But O, what is my name! Let the name of the Lord be named
upon him. Tell the generation following, how good God is, and hand down
this testimony.”
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