The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
Wednesday, January 1, 1745‒6. I am this day beginning a _New-Year_;
and God has carried me through numerous trials and labours in the ♦year
past. He has amazingly supported my feeble frame; for “having obtained
help of God, I continue to this day.” O that I might live nearer to God,
this year than I did last! The business that I have been enabled to go
through, I know, has been as great as nature is able to bear up under,
and what would have sunk me quite, without special support. But alas!
though I have done the labours and endured the trials, with what spirit
I have done the one, and borne the other? How cold has my heart often
been! and how little have I eyed the glory of God! I have found, that
I could have no peace without filling up all my time with labours; and
thus “necessity has been laid upon me;” yea, in that respect, I have
loved to labour; but I could not sensibly labour for _God_, as I would
have done. May I for the future be enabled more sensibly to make the
glory of God my _all_.
♦ “day” replaced with “year” per Errata
January 2. I visited some persons newly come among us, who had scarce
ever heard any thing of Christianity (but the name). I endeavoured to
instruct them in the first principles of religion in the most easy and
familiar manner I could.
There are strangers from remote parts almost continually dropping in,
so that I have occasion repeatedly to open and inculcate the _first
principles_ of Christianity.
Near night I proposed to have proceeded in my usual method of
catechising. But while we were engaged in the first prayer, the power
of God came upon the assembly in so remarkable a manner, that I thought
it more expedient to insist upon the plentiful provision made for
the redemption of perishing sinners, and to press them to a _speedy_
acceptance of the _great salvation_, than to ask them questions about
_doctrinal_ points.
I baptized two persons this day; one adult and one child.
The woman has discovered an heavenly frame of mind, from her first
reception of comfort. One morning in particular she came to see me,
discovering an unusual joy in her countenance; and when I inquired
the reason of it, she replied, “That God had made her feel that it
was _right_ for him to do as he pleased with all things? She moreover
inquired, whether I was not sent to preach to the Indians by some good
people a great way off.” I replied, Yes, by the good people in Scotland.
She answered, “that her heart loved those good people so, the evening
before, that she could scarce help praying for them all night, her
heart would go to God for them.”
*Wednesday, January 8. My heart was drawn out after God: my soul
was refreshed and quickened; I had great hopes of the ingathering of
precious souls to Christ; not only among my own people, but others also.
I was sweetly resigned under my bodily weakness; willing to live or die,
and desirous to labour for God to the utmost of my strength.
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